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Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 10:21 PM
Begone

sch has started.
a brand new chapter.

but here i am
starting the post wif some ranting.
pathetic sia
but i feel so cocked up if i dun freaking say it out
O-O

today's the second day
n u noe wat?
i really hate it
H A T E I T ! !

is it just cuz we hadnt meet each other for around 2 months means that the friendship we once had is gone?

i hav no idea wat is going on
im pretty sure i hadnt gone anti-social
so wats the problem?
really feel so alone
but there's nth i can do
except to laugh n smile even though i dun wan to
):
a saddening n sickening thing i always hate to do
im tired of pretending as someone i am not
im pissed off when ppl say im emo and say im spoiler
so wat if i am?
wat if dat is the real me?
wat if 1 fine day, i really AM NOT in the mood to laugh/smile?
will u ppl b there to cheer me up?
i doubt it would ever happen.
cuz there is NO ONE who understands me
not even my closest, closest, beloved GFs
how much do u ppl understand me?
i really wonder

but of course,
the previous laughters i share wif all of u.
ARE ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART
Do not doubt wat we all had in the past.


i miss all the good times.
may the bad times be gone.
(:

had 'project' on the 1st day of sch.
-____________-







Renee's BIG, ROUND HEAD! :D






it's a sculpture, ya know?
the humanoid thingy
our artist flair~! :D

and and and!
the class is so freaking small now( if you noticed how empty the class is)
):
cuz our class's jokers r all gone
y!?!?!
nvr study lah!!!
repeat modules
-__________-
some 1, some 2, some both
walao
kinda miss the atmosphere the class had
noisy but funky
(:
gosh man!
so so so so so so so MISS!:

miss sharon's craziness wif fiza.
miss derek's almost every sentence 'wat siol'
miss lester's daring game-'no balls!'
miss daniel's 'everything also me!?'
miss azmi's 'by default find gf'
miss victor's lame and OH-SO-NOT-FUNNY 'jokes'
miss kendrick's bitchy-ness

MISS ALL OF THEM!
the class is sooooooo scattered without them
):
COME BACK TO ME~!
COME BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK~

T-T

haiz
wish they would do well dis time round
hope to get back the same class again
to me, it's the best since 4e2'07
(:

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. Changes are not what im accoustomed to. Sry, I cant.
P.P.S. Disappointed and speechless. I wish to ture back time.
P.P.P.S. i realized that cancerians are really the most emotional horoscope. wth?

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