Rika

practical

2010-09-13T22:37:00.002+08:00

Nothing in this world is real or true.
Only money is.

If u can support urself,
better save up and keep an amount to urself.
Cus u nvr know when u might need to start depending on urself for food.

Practical?
thats life.

2010-08-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

Founded by 4 (cash-strapped) NTU students, SMadS (pronounded S-M-Ads) came about when we were daydreaming about ways to earn some extra money without having to do anything.
If you've daydreamed about the same thing before, then welcome to the club! The illustration below shows you how this is possible. If you wanna know more, simply click on "How it works".
And no this is not too good to be true. Just sign up and we'll prove it to you.
After all, signing up is free so why not right? :)

www.smads.com.sg/joinUsNow.jsp?refID=1218

Interesting thing. Try it out lol.

2010-08-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

There's no doubt reality is fiction
Repeat my emotional days
No more soft reaction
Get evolution
I need some spice in my lazy life

I always wanna be tough
I can change my life
The white-hot island, burning survivor

So get up, Brave Vibration
Everytime, Everyday
Hot, strong, vibrating, moist sexual skin
So get up, Brave Vibration
For my way, For my dream
Vast, distant, picture it. Wanna break my emptiness

Be free into the untorn future
My emotions also freak out, it's no fun
I realised that I actually know
A depressed paradise is no good
Make revolution
Blow into the wind dynamically

Gather with both hands and feel the breeze
Time to wake it up
Just as you feel it all over your body

So get up, Brave Vibration
Everytime, Everyday
Shivering, shaking everything. I remember in the wave.
So get up, Brave Vibration
Only one, Only now
Today and tomorrow and always I'll be proud of everything
It's so bright towards a new me

Deep horizon in my soul
Now I'll overcome it and sail away
Don't be afraid of
Keeping it going straight
Doesn't matter how many times, keep trying it
Never gonna cry again

So get up, Brave Vibration
Everytime, Everyday
Hot, strong, vibrating, moist sexual skin
So get up, Brave Vibration
For my way, For my dream
Vast, distant, picture it. Wanna break my emptiness

2010-07-19T22:05:00.002+08:00

Hope? Wishes?
You're better off without them.

What are friends?
Friends are those that tolerate whatever you do..
Friends are those that stays by you..
Friends are fakers built around smiles and laughters.
Friends are knives that cut you up to pieces.
Friends are jokes made from imagination.
Friendship are like glasses, 1 slip, and its all shattered.
Friends and Friendship adding together, are nothing more than just Lies.

Friends?
That's that.

finally

2010-07-18T22:17:00.007+08:00

恨不得把明天沒收
讓你永遠不會變動

I dont really care if syara comes here.
but still..

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY WOMAN!
A Cancer baby as I am. :DD
And wth, Happy belated birthday to myself! :DDD

Kinda skipped blogging for like freaking long!
was trying to fight some demons inside..but ALAS, all is well!
things are starting to settle down-NOT!

exams, tests, projects deadline are ALLLL coming up.
Just hope those little devils of mine wouldnt pop up during this time..
Fell in love with aLin's-PS.我愛你
really touched by the lyrics, such heavy kinship there..
really got me thinking:

How happy is my childhood?

All those laughters we shared, cries of joy over birthdays, sitting together for tv, family time every now and then..
Where did all those go to?
down the drain together with time?
or did it just disappear?
cant figure it out..
What IS kinship nowadays?
Mere facade, illusion, imagination..
perhaps it's just me, but kinship to me:
That's that.

took quite a lot of photos last fri for syara.
Check it mon!

What?! Shaky hands thats what.
Thanks to nee for the "Rare" mango cake. Creamy and soft! Yum~

Cheers woman!

Was outside of the room, trying to mimic a surprise for our bday girl.

CAKE MONSTER!

And that's it.
Nothing much to blog.
Just wanted to share my happiness of that day ahahah!
Alrighty mon, back to work now.
Till next time,

ciaos

What?

2010-05-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

Post deleted yo.

Unhappiness and resentment dont go away by typing.

resolved

2010-04-30T21:22:00.003+08:00

It's official.

Im staying away from World of Warcraft until my 3rd year ends.

Why?
Cus it has gotten meaningless and boring.
Ppl inside is too tightly-knit and antisocial, Im no social butterfly, but its hard ya know?
But I would say that it is the longest RPG game i played and Im proud to say I did pretty well.
To think that it was fun and interesting in the past, but well, craze die eventually.
Mayb I'll pick it up again after Year 3 or when Cataclysm comes out, but I wouldnt be doing so any time earlier.
Kinda happy I finally did it.
3 CHEERS FOR ME!
HIP HIP HOORAY!
HIP HIP HOORAY!
HIP HIP HOORAY!
:DDDD

SKIP IT.
WIPE IT.
FOROGT IT.
DAMN.

lonely?

2010-04-11T18:27:00.002+08:00

Who says you can do things alone?
Well, he did.

so..

2010-04-09T08:22:00.003+08:00

Every single day,
of my life.

How has things been going?
Nth much for me fyi.
Watching tv, jogging from time to time, rotting at home, using com.
Yada yada yada.
So much fun eh.

Oldies

2010-03-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

Music,
makes the world goes round.

Seriously, I've been listening to old rock songs.
So much so that I dont feel anything for the pop songs nowadays.
It's pretty scary.
How much the rock songs in the past differ from the rock songs now.
The oldies is so much filled with... life.
Unlike the "rock" songs nowadays that just feels...bland.
Really, Im pretty surprised that I could get so hooked to songs of the oldies.

Amazing.
Guns n Roses, Queen, Led Zeppelin, Police, Velvet Revolver(ok this band is not really old).
Some ppl might say Im too laggy in the time difference.
But I think: great songs, are just great songs.
No matter for the gap in time, they're just awesome.
I mayb young, but there is no young or old difference in songs that can influence ppl for generations to come.

Great songs are great songs.

P.S Freddie Mercury may be a gay, but he is one HECK of a singer.

Wheres my angel

2010-03-15T14:20:00.003+08:00

So high,
But I couldnt help it.

I need more more more more more sleep.
SO FREAKING TIRED OMG.
IT show is ALWAYS a killer.

Kkkkkk, i know my blog was so dead for lyk 2months.
Cus there was so many things happening that I cant really find a time to update my blog.

After the last entry, i remember chiong-ing for the LSDP project.
IT WAS SO FREAKING TIRING AND TIME CONSUMING.
Wish i could post up a picture of the 3D model i did on google sketchup but I dont think so anyway.
RIGHT AFTER THAT, was the time for exams. The 3 modules was the worst subjects I ever had cus I was so freaking weak at them. I had to study and study.
UNTIL the exams are over, I tried not to touch the lappy as much as I could.(though it didnt work anyway)
After the exams was holidays.
U might think "HEY. HOLIDAYS YEA. GOT TIME ALREADY RIGHT?!"

LET ME SAY IT OUT LOUD - NO.

First off was outing with classmates, sort of a farewell dinner for za and fiza. (Gonna miss them so much in the next sem)
Then IVORY chalet. GOD, i missed my sec sch friends so damn much and I saw someone I didnt wanted and expected to see. If not, it was pretty fun and good.
After that was outing with classmates again. Ice skating was a failure due to hockey and so was "Alice in Wonderland" as a movie.
Then it was working at the IT show. Not bad, at least Im earning money. TIRING YES, but I havent worked as hard since the exams so it was quite enjoyable. (Hope the FREAKING person have fun in JAP while Im working. ASS)

And RIGHT now, after finishing the IT show, I could finally sit down and enjoy my holidays by myself.
But if anyone wanna get me out.
Im all yours.
I wanna go out and enjoy life man.
Cant always stay at home and play games. Thats not how a person live.
I remembered 2 person asking me, "What are u gonna do after u're done with studies?"
I was dumbfounded.
I could not answer and I just sorta laughed it off.
But the question just kept stuck to my mind.
My friends all have their thoughts and ambitions.
Japan, Taiwan, Marrying.
And here I am, lost without any directions.
Sighs.
But nevertheless, I just wanna enjoy my days right now.
;D

ciaos.

nakanaka-orh!

2010-01-31T21:04:00.003+08:00

I couldnt STAND it OMG.
Me and my bro was watching 《PowerSunday》.
One of 吴宗宪 many variety shows and it so happens that they began to play this song:

Fyi, Im not really into korean songs and sure am not into the people.
Just that my bro commmented that I shud go check out their video as their dancing is nice.

And so I did.

And boyyyyyyyyyyy,
DID I HAVE A GOOD LAUGHHHH!
I WAS LAUGHING THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE VIDEO! OMG
IT IS SO FREAKING FUNNYYYYYYYY
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
I dont understand why people lyk it.
And now I know why, cus its so freaking hilarious!
Most of them probably went in to have a good laugh!
PTFFFFFFFF HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

casting their voice aside,
their dancing is freaking FUNNY HOMG.
Lyk they missed a skip or smth.
It looks freaking stiff.
PTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA!!!!!!!
sorrish sorrish!!!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!
This thing definitely made my day HOMG.
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
HAHAAHAHAHAHA
AHHAAHAHAHAHAH!!!

irritating

2010-01-25T20:30:00.000+08:00

Just because Im not chasing after you for the work,
dont mean that Im not anxious bout it.
I just want to TRUST my grpmates bout being responsible for their own stuffs.
And when YOU gave me the work in such short time towards the deadline, I expect a work that is completed or at least partially completed.
I shouldnt hav to be researching bout much things myself, in fact, I should only be adding things in.
But no, YOU did not giv me any work that looks complete.
And when I mean complete, do YOU fucking understand the word complete?
I guess not.
Cus the fucking work is obviously half-hearted so much so that at 1 glance, I know that even I can finish it within 15mins.
No words, no nothing, only pictures and YOU fucking expect me to do a report myself?
What the fuck do YOU think u're doing?
Giving ridiculous work, that is obviously not completed when its said that we're doing the work together.
Now what?
Im supposed to finish the fucking report for you?
The report that has barely 20 words?
Fucked-up.
Really Fucked-up.

M O A R

2010-01-09T14:18:00.000+08:00

Disappointment and sadness,
are otherworldly emotions.

Had suki sushi with classmates on thurs
Was freaking FULL plssssssss
Dont know why, my appetite that day is so small.
I missed my breakfast ok.
Wanting to get my money worth, but DAMN!
Eat quite little. tsk tsk tsk.
Shall upload photos next time as there are some with reneeeeeeeeee

After that watched AVATAR!
Walked around first to digest a little
and I S W E A R that was the first time i ever felt I was gonna puke while walking.
But was ok after a while lol.
OH YA.
WATCHED AVATAR.
IN 3D PLSS.
OMG, MY FAV CHARACTER IN THAT WHOLE FREAKING SHOW IS:

The TORUK!
OMG LAH.
Couldnt find a better pic, so just bear with it k.
I WANNA WATCH AGAIN!!
To see the freaking Leonopteryx.
IT HAS A FREAKING NAME OK.
OH MEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Anywayyyyyyyyy
3D wasnt that exciting as I thought it would b.
Just that all the characters are more..realistic I guess.
Or mayb cus throughout the whole movie I was holding it to my nose was the reason that pissed me off.
But it was kinda special in a way.
Once in a lifetime I suppose, not gonna do that anymore lol.
I was still so full after 2hrs and 42mins of sitting.
*vomit*

Friday afternoon.
OPEN HSE!
Went to hlp out with the drawing.
So boring k.
Just watch ppl colour the freaking pic.
So jian dan and so sian.
But I saw BABY SHARKS!
OMG LAH.
Allowed to touch them and their texture is soooooo interesting.
Kinda rough on the top but sooo smooth on its belly.
My God.
SOFT AS SILK K.
HAHAHAHAHAA
NP is so unfair, only coming out with new courses lyk Veterinary BioScience 2 years after I joined.
Hate you NP, I really do.

And after I thought my luck couldnt get anymore worse.(?)
It just got to a whole new level after I know wat Im gonna do for my FYP.
Extensive Greening.
Go google the word urself pls.
Its a pretty interesting topic yes
And thats y i chose it.
In fact, I dont really know if its gonna be worse or for the better.
Teacher-in-charge, is the biggest problem Im gonna face.
SHITTTTTTTTTT
........
6months of torture?
Or 6months of fun?
Well, I guess we can only wait till the my 3rd yr starts and the answers will come out. -_-

ciaos

gathering

2009-12-31T15:22:00.003+08:00

No need for words,
actions are sufficient enough.

heellloooo
Following my promise to charis
Im gonna try and blog more!
C h a n g e s :D

Had steamboat dinner with gfs on tuesday!
Gosh.
LOVED IT TO THE MAX as I havent met them for lyk..MONTHS
(Ya, probably my fault. But! C h a n g e s!)
Went over earlier to hlp them.
The fish really gav us a lot of problem O_O
cutting bones and all that.
But we managed.
Sat down and just eat, talk, crap.
Miss all those days.
Just lyk charis had said, "Last time we all talk bout movies, sch. Now, its all just bout cosmetics and clubbing. LOL"
SO VERY TRUE.
People grow, and so do their ideals.

Im glad to learn something there that night.
No one might hav noticed, but I know, how much it means to me.
Thank you girls.

Anyway, had exchange of gifts.
Got this, weird looking lotion or something.
BUT IT SMELLS GREAT!
so im using right now. HAH
See ANGIE! I used it! PROMISE! O-O
Hopefully their clubbing went alright ytd :D
Shall update next time!

ciaos

realizations

2009-12-28T23:33:00.002+08:00

No need to fret,
cause it is too late.

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
Whether we like it or not, u come alone, u die alone.
Lonelines isnt something weird or rare.
As a matter of fact, it is something u live with.

Emo? Creepy? Anti-social?
They are just words came up by ppl to discriminate us.
There is nothing wrong with wanting to be alone at times.
But there are of course times when we want someone to be there.
Because whether we like it or not, ppl are functioned to socialise.
Troublesome feature, but what can we do bout it?
Im no social butterfly, but that does not make me a lonesome person.
Im not anti-social, I just dont feel like going out.
Im not creepy, I dont stay at home and watch weird stuffs.
Im not emo, just that I prefer to stay quiet at times.

Why do ppl always associate quiet with being emo?
Not leaving hse as anti-social?
Liking to play games as creepy?
Its not fair to judge ppl like that.

Im so tired of all this.

ciaos

hold life and push life

2009-12-21T23:03:00.003+08:00

Work of mysteries,
are expected.

Holy mother!
I just typed finish a whole post.
But the freaking html screwed up.
and deleted everything!
not even ctrl z can hlp.
BASTARD
wat kind of freaking luck am I having anyway
DAMN.

I guess u're just not meant to look at wat I typed just now.
Anyway, it was just motivation speech for myself.
U all wont be interested anyway.

So just a vid to end off ur m i s e r a b l e day.
MIKU HATSUNE!

ciaos.

live life and give life

2009-12-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

Keeping alive,
what's meant to be wrong.

Updating the blog so it wont be so blank.
Muahaaaaa
I hav no idea when i took all these photos.
But i think they look nice. (:
somemore the blogger upload the photos faster now.
being random random random. :D

Sometimes, I just love and hate life at the same time.
Damn.
Gonna go play Sims now.
Mayb "Plants Vs Zombies"?
yes yes yes
PLANTS.
W h a t? Im gonna spend my whole life on it.
-_-
WoW's on maintenance, so dont ask.

ciaos.

cam whore

2009-11-18T16:27:00.017+08:00

Missing out,

on what was never had.

Long time no see, almost a month lol.
So anyway, I have a folder of class photos that Im supposed to have uploaded last week.
But the freaking blogger have problems uploading the photos.
And hell! It took me 4hrs to upload finish these.
Pls recommend me a site to upload photos. =o=
If I have to upload them lyk this again, I rather leave my blog photo-less.
MEH!

Photos are took during the individual presentation.
Everybody's wearing formal! Except for me since I hav NO, and I really mean NO, formal clothes. MUAHAHAHAH
Really love these photos, so no matter wat I wanted to share it in my blog. :D

This is supposed to be a 'conspiracy' photo...
OPEN UR EYES PEOPLE! OPEN UR EYES!
MEH.
GUYS.
AGAIN.

MORE.
GOD! GAYS!!!!!
三角恋?
high heels make one T A L L .

Sweet?

Sweeter~
Twins!
Addams family!
Again. Internal conflicts! on whos being the mother. MUAHAHHA

mamamama

......
Roy, our Class Star.
HOLYCOW! R.I.P roy.
*sniffles*
CHEERS~
WHOOOOOOOOOO
beautifuls~
big, medium, small. LOL!
We were trying to be stern. Apparently didnt work lol
Better.
OHWHATTHEHELL. LAUGHS~

I have no idea wat im trying to do lol
Ptffff.

male? female?

wifes?? husbands??
HOOHAAA~

I still hav the AFA photos to upload; so stay tuned!
But then again, provided blogger doesnt screw up and take along time to upload.lol
I dont think I can wait for another 4hrs for it!
O-O
Oh ya!
I still hav bel's birthday photos to take, but I dont know lolool
anyway anyway,

ciaos.

second week of school

2009-10-27T21:31:00.000+08:00

To only realise,
after losing it.

Horrible.
Not only is the weather continuing to be hot and humid, even people's attitude are hot and furious.
Weather seriously affect people's mood.

Not to mention,
Im sneezing lyk C-r-a-z-y nowadays.
Irritating with the running nose, really.
Next 3 days is goona be hectic.
Really hate even weeks nowadays.

Urgh.
The weather is making me so lethargic to everything.
Lyk just now, I cant believe I actually slept.
No surprising to most,
BUT I DONT SLEEP DURING AFTERNOON!
So its very rare that i do that!

So tiring.
But nevertheless, life goes on.
Only to hang on to our sanity to our best.

ciaos.

(P.S. Once again, GANBATTE FOR YOUR MATHS PAPERS, WOMAN!)

first week of school

2009-10-21T20:25:00.003+08:00

All the broken dreams,
Only to be mend again by such a simple act.

Motivations!
I dont wanna be disappointed in my results anymore.
Therefore, I hav a motto I just created to remind myself of it!
(actually its just a quote from mangas. Hah)

"要死心, 等你努力后再说."

but given my attitude, I dont think I'll ever 死心.
So strictly to say, my 努力 will never end.
(:
Attitude is important in life.
Not only does it defines u, it shapes u.
I wanna be shaped according to what and how i wanna b.
Im thinking of my future already.
May my determinations guide me to where I want to be. (:

ciaos

ola

2009-10-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

Heyho people.

FIRST AND FOREMOST.
I WANT TO SAY SORRY TO ALEXIS FOR NOT GOING TO CELEBRATE UR BDAY.
AND I DONT HAV TO EXPLAIN TO ANY OTHER PEOPLE OTHER THEN HER.
SECOND, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALEXIS! SEXY 18 WOMAN! <:

anyway, dinner at Kendrick was ok. Food also up to standard. (:
So no worries kendrick, i wouldnt mind if u organize again.
In fact, i'll be more then happy to go again.
MUAHAHAAH
didnt take any photos cus too busy eating and talking.
Most importantly, i totally forgotten bout it. ;DD

been so long since i taken any photos.
kinda rusty on the skills.
HUR.
Man, im bored.
so im blogging.

Anyway, sch is starting next week.
I still cant believe it lah.
So fast.
I havent play enough yet!!
DANG.
.......
..............
..................
already, i hav nth to say lol
so,

ciaos.

2009-10-10T19:23:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, my taste of songa can defer so greatly that ir scares me sometimes.
Hopefully, it wouldnt affect me as much I thought it would.

掉了

心疼的玫瑰　半夜還開著　找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊
回到現場卻已來不及　等待任何回音都不可得
微弱的風箏　冬天里飄著　回不去手中纏線的那個
沒有藍天　又何必去飛　怎么適合

黑色笑靨掉了　雪白眼淚掉了　該出現的所有表情瞬間掉了
瞳孔沒有顏色　結了冰的長河　回憶是最可怕的敵人

故事情節掉了　主角對白掉了　該屬于劇中的對腳戲也掉了
胸口沒有快樂　斷了翅的白鴿　不枯萎的藉口全掉了

曾經唱過的歌　分享過的笑聲　在心中不斷拉扯
想念不能承認　偷偷擦去淚痕　冬天過了還是會很冷

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開門見山

那是個月亮　就是個月亮　並不是地上霜
那地上花瓣　看完了就完　沒必要再聯想

甚麼秋水　怎麼望穿　
甚麼燈火　怎麼闌珊
甚麼風景　就怎麼看　何必要拐彎

打開門　就見山　我見山　就是山　
本來就　很簡單　不找自己麻煩
痛就痛　傷救傷　是誰說　肝腸會寸斷　混帳　

點了燈　就會亮　關了燈　就會暗　
誰活得　不耐煩　哪裡來的感慨　
聚就聚　散就散　誰曾說　獨自莫憑欄　笨蛋

那是把雨傘　就是把雨傘　不是感情遺產
那煙消雲散　是天氣現象　不上浪漫的當

recent

2009-10-06T22:12:00.003+08:00

I realised I've been thinking bout lots of things lately.
What things, I dont know and cant remember.
Lots and lots of things, is the only thing I recalled.

Lyk right now, I feel that Im immature and all grown-up at the same time.
How contradicting.
To feel so small and huge at the same time.
Well, regardless, life goes on.

Am I talking too deep??
Cus I really cant and dont know how to express them into anything simpler.
Im growing weirder and weirder everyday.
Lyk something is trying to come out but Im suppressing it.

Damn.

I dont know anything anymore.

--------------------------------------------------------------
Well, putting everything aside.
Worked for 1 week at harvey norman as cashier and receptions.
They are easy and tough at the same time.
Each having its own benefits.

Cashier- Busy and fulfilling.
Receptions- Easy and boring.

Took some simple photos during the time as receptions.
Will post when Im in the mood. ;D
Being cashier was too busy to even remember to take them.
But Hell, I swear the news wasnt lying bout the amount of ppl at Comex Show.
They pile up to millions pls.

Anyway, waiting on my working pay to be transfered into my bank!
The prospect of money coming to me soon is always so encouraging. (:
Well, thats bout all, I suppose.
Nothing much to say anyway,
so,

ciaos ppl.

noise pollutions

2009-09-26T00:22:00.003+08:00

Seriously, 溏心风暴2 is almost the same as the first.
So noisy.
Even when locked inside room also very noisy since my parents open the vol till quite loud.
The lead woman's sister is still the bitch though.
Most of the screaming comes from her, voice also damn high-pitched.
烦烦烦, 吵吵吵.
._.

wow

2009-09-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

FINALLY.
Blogger's back to normal for me. YIPEE!
Anyway, deleted the link for tumblr. But the blog's still there. HAH
Doesnt matter anyway.

SO,
finished the job at Comex show.
Man, it was busy, esp at the last day.
Seriously, that is the time when u can see the Triple K of Singaporeans :/
didnt take any pics since it was quite boring and hectic.
But i cant wait for the MONEY. O-O
I thought i grew dumber over time since i was quite retarded in doing my job.
Must be all the studying that killed most of my brain cells :
Took a bit of time to get used to my job but though the job is boring, at least the ppl there are fine. [Pity Kendrick :( ]

And then, there comes the results.

Shit, I hav to tell u.
Really Bullshit.
Putting aside my core modules, the IS modules, B+?
Wth, i put in Freaking lots of effort pls.
Dont giv me the damn reason that we didnt do well for a couple of times, cus the other couple of times can/will replace that.
That pathetic guy probably just dislike us.
Damn. Reminding me the results is really disgusting. DANG
Watever.
Gotta put out my internal fire.
*Splash*
...................
...................
Whew. (:

Sometimes i really wonder my "let-it-go" attitude is a blessing or a curse.
Man, i forgiv and forget damn easily.
mayb i shud turn into Renee.
Our Evilqueen.
Seriously, i would be the evilempressdowager if i do.
No offence Nee, but.. :D

Ok, just some pics to spice up ur pitiful life.
here goes:

Old pics, from my bday lol.
Looks kinda lyk food huh? But NO! Its actually made from LEFTOVERS.
That has the Evilqueen's signature all over it. (On my biochem notes somemore!)

Im a beautiful swan. Friends, rmb the time when we catch bugs. It was 1 Hell of a memory. :

Alright, I just love ending blog posts.
Cus it means its time for me to sleep.

P.S. Just so u're wondering wats the Triple K, its- Kiasu, Kiasi, Kpo :D

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Im really such a loser.
Sometimes I really wonder wat Charis said is true or not.
She once told me a quite some time ago,

"U never changed at all, so good."

But really, is that true?
I changed.
I became more introvert.
I became more gutless.
I became more uselss.
I became more anti-social.
Really, Im not even sure wat else I hav changed.
Or wat else I've missed out.
Because everyone is moving forward, and here I am.
Still stepping on the same ground, regreting and reminding myself how did things got changed so fast and far.
I missed out on so many things.
With no one to blame but myself.
Pathetic,Xuanbing. Really.

ciaos.

signs

2009-09-07T23:46:00.003+08:00

Apparently, my blogger is still not working.
Dont know whether its only mine or wat, but im just too lazy to move off to other sites.
Way, way, way too lazy for it. O-O

But eitherway, Im starting work in a few days for some short cash.
Hopefully there'll be smth for me to complain or comment bout. (:
No pics of my life anytime sooner. But Im not gonna let my blog go pic-less. HEH.

Lets just hope things get better along the road.

because of...

2009-08-21T18:52:00.001+08:00

EXAMS!

SO NO UPDATE FOR ANY TIME SOONER.

ciaos

sometimes

2009-08-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

I really hate my luck.

Mayb it's coincidence, or probably just bad karma.
But really, i dont need all those unnecessary things to reappear in my life.
I dont nd Past to be tampering with me again.

Leave,

ciaos

hatresss

2009-08-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

OMG.
I HATE BLOGGER NOWDAYS.
Where are all the links for photos and texts?
Bloody hell.

Ok, just a quick update for the month.

-Test today. Urgh, thank god its done :/
-Swimming tmr. Need to moveeee the boddyy~
-Biochem EOS paper next wk. FREAKING HELLLLLLL! IM SO GONNA DIE ON THAT
-PPE & PM on the following wk. EOS EOS EOS.
-Get a job and earn $$. IVORY!!!!
-Play WOW. Part & Parcel of life man.
-Watch CSI seasonn 8. Hope it finishes by my EOS papers.
-Sleep moar! I live to sleep baby! ;p
-Exercise. Gotta lose some fats around the ass, tummy, thighs, arms, legs...
-Watch more TVs.

Alright, kinda sums up the month ahead.
Most of the things happen after EOS though...

-Study for EOS papers. *IMPORTANT*

Ok, add that in.
All in all, my coming month's gonna be HELL of a hectic life.
Till then,

ciaos

long ago...

2009-08-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

there lived a girl who craves for Everything in the world.
"So what is Everything?" She asked herself one day.
No surprise, that douchebag had no freaking idea, and thus, she decided to leave on a journey in search of Everything.
A long and tiring journey that even she, could not grasp its ending.

Along the road, she met Shortie, whom she adored very much and they continued the journey together in search of Everything.
After 4yrs of travelling, they met Crybaby and Fiercegirl otw, electric sparked and the 4 of them decided to travel together hands in hands, promising each other that nothing would stop them from their search of everything.
For another 3yrs, they travelled together happily, thinking that it wouldnt be long before they find Everything.

可惜阿, 天下无不散之筵席.
Slowly, Shortie, Crybaby and Fiercegirl, are all tired of the perilous and never-ending journey. They decided to drop out.
But the girl is not alone, because she knows the 3 of them will always be on her side, giving her all the support and love they could give.
Stronger and more confident, she began her journey once again, alone.

Lucky for her, it didnt took long for her to meet Longlegged and Evilqueen, her new travelling companions as they amazed each other so much. Despite all the dangers they had faced, they managed to stick together for almost a yr.
Suddenly, as though all her life flashed past her, the girl realised 1 thing as she sat writing and thinking about her life.

She had Everything all along.

She had it when she met Longlegged and Evilqueen. She had it when she found Crybaby and Fiercegirl. She had it when she set her eyes on Shortie. She had it even before she started her journey.
How silly could she be?
Because, for more than 10 years, she has been searching for the 1 thing she always had.

Love.

As the girl comtemplates her thoughts, all she could do now, is to find another journey to travel. A journey that she knows would what the ending is. A journey that she could remember for her life.
A journey filled with love.

birthday2

2009-07-09T20:36:00.003+08:00

HEHEHEHEH
Even though the celebration with my family is boring. Gathering with my friends & sisters are greatttttttttttttttttttttt!

Saturday met up with Ivory, Charis, Alexis, Deb, Bel, Victor, Steph&&&; FELI! ;DD
So happyyyyyyyyy!! Cus I havent seen them for lyk, months and months already. ESP FELICIA!!!! HOMG, I SO FREAKING MISS UUUUUUU!! *HUGS*color="#ff6600">KNEW SMTH WAS UP, cus Kendrick told me. LOL
Nth happened until the class ended. I seriously got shocked bcus of kendrick.
Fiza was out of the class for quite some time already, then suddenly Kendrick came in and ask us to quickly go out. So we rushed out, I swear lah, I thought smth happen to Fiza. Cus Kendrick seems anxious. -.-
But in the end, it was just our bday cake.
Got tricked, but well, i sorta lyked the idea. HAHHAH
Mayb I can use it to trick someone else. O-O
After that went off to Taka for seoul Garden, but wth lah, got function there, so cannot go in. ):
Changed to Marina, the Seoul garden there is really deserted lah after a grp of ppl left.
So from now on right, ppl wanting to eat Seoul Garden's food shud go to Marina Square. Recommended not bcus of it's food, but cus of the spare places. HEHEH

TOOK LOTS OF PHOTOS.
But Im just to damn lazy to upload. shall do that next time, I swear. :DDDDD
Anyway, ppl who went to Seoul Garden are- Kendrick, Renee, LiFen, Syara, Hafizah, Jeb, Zhen An and Dickson.
Thanks for the T-shirt!

P.S Renee, THE SHIRT HAVENT WASH YET!!! So cannot wear, but eventually will wear de lah. NO WORRIES. ><

P.S.S. I LOVE my sisters & friends. Im glad to hav u all around, cus my life is so much better. (:

adios.

birthday

2009-07-02T20:53:00.002+08:00

Lame man.
Seriously, just pure lame.
Suppose to be lyk, dyi grilling. Which I think is still quite ok lah. But cus of some reasons, DIY grilling changed to eating take-out food from hawker centre. Not that I hav ANYTHING against hawker centre, but seriously, the feel is just different.
Biased, really biased. Other ppl's birthday celebration is so different. Ok, u might say Im getting dramatic over nth. But seriously, This yr is my 18TH BIRTHDAY. How many times do 18 come in our life?
One, ONE, 1.

Is it really outrageous to ask for smth more? Ok, mayb I didnt ask, but hey, just do smth different lah. No nd say right, just think lah.
hai.
Watever lah, over already.
This yr's birthday is boring man. Really. No wonder ppl forget their birthday, it's cus none try to make them rmb.

Man, so boring.
Birthday's boring.
School's boring.
Everything's boring.
Well, life's just boring.

adios

2009-06-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

Im lyk really tired. As in, REALLY tired, cus i couldnt get to slp last night.
And I tossed and turned for 4hrs.
Meaning I only had 2hrs of slp.
Losing slp man, losing slp.

RAWR

2009-06-28T10:42:00.003+08:00

Kinda wish this blog wasnt so wordy. But hey, i dont really take photos EVERYWHERE.
Anyway, went out seoul garden with classmateeeeeessss~~~ last wk.
Was supposed to update last wk, but when laziness sets in. Even an emperor cant get me moving. -.-
it went well overall, i just hope we could go there earlier, earlier as in 3+?
cus seriously, we nd the food to disgest a little before nibbing again. ):
steamboat next time guys?
make sure to call jeb, he'll definitely get our money worth. HEH
alrighty, getting back to LCPN&SDPN work. So distracted.

Must......get....back......to........work................

crap

2009-06-22T08:27:00.002+08:00

I.......miss my phone.
I.....miss all the 250+ songs in my phone.
I...miss all the 300+ photos in my phone.

I.miss.my.phone.

hort camp.

2009-06-18T04:32:00.005+08:00

hate today.
I am nvr going for anymore camps. well, unless it's a CLASS camp.
why, u're asking?
cus i lost my damn phone and the ppl in charge didnt wan to spot check on the ppl cus it's too late already.
u know wat, i cant slp at all.
more info in the next post.

-EDITED-
(6.49pm)

ok, the previous thing right, i wasnt really in the right mind to blog properly.
Cus it was freaking 4am in the morning. who would be in the right mind to think anyway.
so, i was saying i lost my phone. Not really a big deal isnt it? (anyway, the phone is 3/4 broken, and the contract is ending soon)
But wat got me really pissed off, is the attitude of how the ppl-in-charged reacted.
firstly, if u say it's our responsibility we lost our stuffs cus we didnt take care of them carefully, I AGREE. Yes, we shud hav looked after our stuffs and Yes, it IS partially our fault that they are stolen. U are right. BUT. they're gone already. Do u agree that the LEAST u could do is make an effort to HELP us find them back?
At the very least, we know that u actually CARED for out welfare. Isnt it the core function of leaders? U lead us, assist us, and look after our welfare. that's y u DESERVE the cca points. That's wat makes u different from us.
As a leader, no matter how discontent or irritated u are, u are suppose to reserve ur emotions CUS, the victims are the ones who are feeling anxious and worried. No matter how insensitive u are to others. IT IS NOT RIGHT, i repeat, IT IS NOT RIGHT, to say "u are suppose to look after your things urself." in a tone that indicates, "Dumbasses, u deserve it ok." Because, it is rude and practically mean. MAYB, u dont mean to speak lyk dat.
But to the ears of the victims, it sounds just as it is.

Being insensitive DO NOT give u the right to speak watever u wan to. If u'r a person who speaks without using ur brain, u shud probably just stfu.
Dont make retarded comments and make it a sleepless night for everybody.
Because of ur stupidity, many ppl are left with suspicious and discontent with each other, because we cant trust anybody anymore. Not even own roommates.
A supposed 'happy' camp, turning into a camp filled with suspicious of each other. Im really surprised and disgusted if u still can sleep without feeling anything. Because, it shows how inhumane u are, and I shall take this as a lesson.. No no, sry. Not a lesson, but as a PAYMENT that i paid to see ur true colors.

Due to the fact that I am unaware of ur full name:

NGEE ANN POLYTECHINIC, Horticulture and Landscape Design, Year 2009; Class 2G03.
MS WANI, the retarded and insensitive girl.

This is a message to you:
I sincerely hope that u would come to my blog and see this post because I am not only speaking up for myself, but for all the victims. U might be cursing and hurling vulgarities about why hadnt we speak up at that time, I would gladly tell u:
Because none of us expected that u would give that amazing sentence, go back to ur room and sleep through the night as if nth had happened. Words could not describe how Im feeling about u, because they would most probably be vulgarities.
Therefore, I shall pray to the gods, jesus, etc. that one very very fine day, u would encounter the same incident as ytd and personally understand how we had felt.
I really hope that if day ever comes, u would lose smth more valuable because it is the only way u would be able underestand how others felt when they lost $80 for no reasons.. Oh wait, sry. It is when they lost their money and stuffs because, "they didnt look after their things properly".
For u, my dear, I shall curse and pray whole-heartedly for u at the same time.

adios.

late late late

2009-06-15T23:12:00.002+08:00

Im lyk so neglecting this blog.
cus Im so freaking lazy to update it already, and that includes my tumblr acc.
Damn, i gotta start updating, if not im really getting rusty at this stuffs.
anyway, just a quick update of wat i did since the last update:

-RUSHING OF PROJECTS (well, cant get any different)
-COMMON TEST. (total disaster btw)
-HOLIDAYS!
-PC SHOW 2009 (got my lappy [; )
-WOW (take a guess guys)
-ROTTING AT HOME (nth new)

well, there goes my 'exciting' life. cant get anymore better.
but at least there is no bad news in them. (:
and i SWEAR, if i got the time, i'll update.
BUT HEY, it'll be coming soon. HORT CAMP COMING RIGHT UP IN--
TWO FREAKING DAYS!
and i hav no idea wat to pack for it cus nobody sent me the list.
hmmm

adios.

chills

2009-06-03T20:18:00.003+08:00

I think I should stop on the negative posts. Man, gotta wake up to reality.
I mean, no use crying in blog or whatever shit. Im gonna face up to everything that comes my way and break through all!!
MUAHAHAHAHAH!
I cant believe so much things changed in just a few days. Well, I guess Im someone who recovers fast.
So, I deleted the previous post and am gonna have a brand new start for everything!!
Changing different types of blogger to induce my feelings. So I'll be a better person next time! (:
If I think it's good, I'll intro ok? :DD

adios

fulfilling?

2009-05-27T21:10:00.003+08:00

Seriously.
Time for something more.

Sometimes i really wonder why am i trying so hard doing something i shouldnt be doing. I already played a part in it. It was supposed to be other ppl's responsibilities. But it turned out to be mine afterall. I wonder wat went wrong?? Hmmmm.

But anyway, Im talking bout the bazaar we had just now; We were trying to sell off the cupcake muffins we made. Man, u know. The day before, Kendrick, neenee, lifen, syara and me went over to syara's hse and became muffins machine.
How u may wonder?
All I can say is I really bow down to the factory workers, making 10 thousands over muffins everyday.
Ytd, just doing bout 1000 muffins almost caused a massive mental breakdown for everyone at the scene. Why u may asked? Cus it was really a total nightmare.
All I rmbed doing was squeezing the mixture into the moulds NON-STOP. As in tray after tray after tray after tray after tray....
Then, I got 'promoted' to the 'packaging department', all i rmbed was-packing,tying,packing,tying,packing,tying,packing,tying,packing,tying... Non-stop.
Weelll, the whole process lasted from 530pm straight to 1030pm.
It really got numb at the end. I cant even describe the feelings ytd. Cus it was really, errr...
Well, i cant describe.
ANYWAY, after dat, we threw cleaning and everything to syara. (I swear man, i'll nvr ever let others do 'Mass production' in my hse.) And *poof*, we're gone.
The next morning, naive-ly thinking that the nightmare is over after i pass everything to saiful. I seriously thought so. So there I was, happily enjoying the rest of the day until 5pm I came back to sch from clementi woodparks and found out that we only sold 40 packets of muffins.(Errmmm, we did about 250+ packets of them, each has 4muffins inside. Do your maths eh?)
So guess wat I was feeling? -_-
So well, we took the initiative to sell them! AHAHAHAHAHAA!
AND GUESS WAT WE DID!?!?!? WE WALKED AROUND THE SCH TO SELL THEM OFF!!!!!
GUESS WHAT!?!?!? WE SOLD ALL OF THEM!!!! AHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHH!!! AMAZING ISNT IT? IF ONLY THE SALES PPL BEFORE US HAD DID THE SAME THING, WE WOULDNT BE WASTING TIME DOING SOMETHING THEY SHOULD HAVE DONE 6HRS AGO.
AND GUESS WHAT? BY SEATING THERE, WAITING FOR PPL TO COME, THEY GET TO EARN 2SERVICE POINT. AHAHAHAHAA
I REALLY WONDER WHERE IS THE JUSTICE. CUS I SURE DONT SEE ONE! AHAHAHAHHAH. O-O

so lets scroll back to the start of the post and read.
Subarashi isnt it? Man, I really dont know wat to say. I can only say, I love my class the best. NEEEEENEEEEE, FENFEN, KENDRICK, LOVES.

-EDITED-
Was blog hopping.
And realised Im spinning at the same spot for the last 2yrs.
Changes, i need them. Now.

adios.

so disgusted

2009-05-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, things should be done alone.
Others, are just a hurdle.

last post was almost 2wks ago. Miss me ppl? I guess not.
Last wk was hectic i tell u. The softscape thingy really drove many ppl C-R-A-Z-Y.
But!! it's all over! WOOT! anyway, this coming wk is the PM project. -_-
Man, dont they ever stop?
But Im just gonna do my best ok? rika Ganbatte ne!
Cus the wk after, exams are starting. OMG OMG OMG. *hyperventilating*
SERIOUSLY I TELL U, this term is lyk DAMN DAMN DAMN fast.
just lyk *shew* 6wks gone. Time doesnt wait huh?
Weelll, i just hope to past my term successfully. (Im so freakin worried bout my biochem. The lecture notes are lyk __________T__________H___________I___________S___________thick.
Seriously killer module i tell u)
BIOCHEM STAY AWAY!!!!
ARGH!!!

~~I know sometimes unhappiness are inavoidable, but i wish to stay as far away from it as possible. I hate conflicts, nor do i lyk confrontations. I hate it. But if i really hav to face it, so be it.~~

Drama is changed to next mon :/
practices on fri SUN and mon. typical singaporean huh?
nobody's gonna know where the performance held. MUAHAHHAHAA!

-EDITED-
changed my blogskins!
cus the previous "Gray Scene" was giving my problems. =.=
stupid html.
well, i might make little changes here and there as and when i lyk.
Watch out! YEAH! :D

adios.

changing

2009-05-11T22:26:00.002+08:00

Once again, I got tired of the old skin.
So troublesome to read things. Just scrolling up and down is better!
Woot.

adios.

randomising

2009-05-06T22:55:00.002+08:00

Everything's falling apart.
Not just me, but everyone around.

Aloha ppls! Sch has started for about 2-3wks now. Still as busy as ever- planting plants, studying plants, planting plants, studying plants,....and the cycle goes on and on and on.
Really tiring. And I meant the "bone-breaking" type of tiring, literally.
And to add it all off, Im as black as a charcoal now.
Cussssss, decorated the hort club's garden ytd.
MAN. Just doing the paveway is killing me. We had to take out ALL the bricks and replace them into the positions that we designed on the spot. Basically we just take out all the bricks and put them all back into different places. And we just keep bending our backs lyk old hunchback ppl. My back now is really 'sour'. I cant imagine planting all the trees and weeding the whole damn place next wk where we hav to keep bending our backs. I'll most probaby end up with a hunchback next time or u probably wont get to see me alive the next day. And the day after that, the newspaper front page would be:

"17 years old Ngee Ann Polytechnic student, met with a misfortunate event in one of the school's Garden."
"Reasons of Death: Too much bending of back."

Then it's 'byebye world!' for me. :DD
Anyway this blog nd some pics to come alive! So im putting a FEW from the PPE practical. What's PPE? Plant Pathology and Entomology.
What's that? Go here and find out urself. :D Typing some words then copy and paste aint gonna kill u.

Lifen: Attack!
Renee: Noooooooooo~

Saiful: I love bugs! Look at my face! :DDD
Hand attack! Now u see me-
Now u dont. (:

Well, Im gonna go slp now. Cus I hav 5hrs lectures tmr and then 3hrs of bangala work after that.
So exciting. -.-

aidos.

ROAR

2009-04-28T19:30:00.003+08:00

Im gonna change.
But I cant, without support.

Boujour! Im freaking bored right now.
Entertain me!! Gosh. U know, I joined a different club again. Piano. AHAHAHHAHAHA
So 'elegant'. (:

And I realised that, after 2 months of not being with them, many things changed.
Not only me. But everything and everyone. Im not upset or anything. Just feel kinda sick to all these changes. Though I sorta of predict for some of them, but still, shocking.
Afterall, I really dont know what to believe anymore. But I guess that's the process and disappointment of one growing up.
If that's the case, i would rather remain as a teen.

Anyway, met Ms CHELSEA CHONG SHI MIN on the bus today. Missed her so man!! :D
Must meet up soon okay?! Talked to her throughout the journey back, miss sec sch life seh. Nadzirah, Syafiqah, and clique. (:

Charis Chia Hui Xian, lets organise ok?? Then we invite all of them!! HAHAHAAHH.
It's the only thing that had cheered me up today. :DD
well then,
adios amigos!

influence

2009-04-23T21:25:00.003+08:00

I cant wait for the weekend to come!!
Really tiring for the 1st week ya know. In just 4days, i hav 2 projects coming up already! MANNNNNNN. So sian one. Yr 2 so wat, very irriating arh!!
Anyway, been 'inspired' by charis's chinese song. Kinda lyk this song eh. Somewhat influential to me. Gets ppl thinking. (:
Oh right, most important thing:
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENEE KOAKOAKOA!
(Sexy 18 woman! [:)

I promised to make some muffins for u right? Gosh man, by this month somemore. Left exactly 1 wk. NEED MONEY FOR FLOUR! O-o
Neenee, can sponsor? LOL. I promise my muffins will be D-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s. :D

Ws bday!

2009-04-20T18:07:00.003+08:00

Disappointment is not enough to describe how they felt.
Think about what you have done.

Alas, my friends. Been a more than a wk since i last updated. (:
So u might b asking, "OMGGGGGGG, xb updated!! So what's the BIG thing dat made u update???"
Well, well, well. Nothing actually my friends.
Just that today's the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
I dread monday man, cuz of the IS. And ytd when i met up with charis they all, all i wanted to do was bitch to her bout my IS lah. But Im very sure she's not interested about my bitching. Hah. So i tried my best to restraint myself.
But well, i still mananged to fan her a little. (:
oh oh oh. Before i forget:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI SHENG!
(You're getting nearer to death. GRATS! :D)

U know wat, I did the most STUPID thing. Actually, Alexis they all wanted to giv him a surprise by suddenly appearing at his hse. But i didnt know, and i actually very idiotically tell ws that im gonna b late a little.
And he was lyk "Huh, u all going out meh?"
Walao, i on the spot stunned tio. Then i quickly call charis for hlppppp!!
hahah. she tell me lie to him. LOL. Know wat i said?
"ps ps. Is actually me and charis's friend bday today. Going out her lah. Talk to wrong person! haha!"

Anyway, after everything, i quickly change clothes then go out meet with Alexis and off we go to ws hse! (:
We wanted to scare ws, so we let Alexis go to his hse alone and say others cannot come. LOL. But come on lah, ws mayb a bit kuku lah. But he's not dat kuku. :D
So we stay there, talk talk, play play until 12+ then go home. Tiring lah. Almost missed the last LRT train.
But hey, everything's worth it if I can meet my GFs. (:

animes

2009-04-11T13:57:00.002+08:00

So u may be asking, "What the heck is Xuanbing doing during the hoidays except playing WoW?"
Well, the answer is the picture ABOVE!

"Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge"

Whats so interesting about it? Must be those romance anime right? 4guys, 1girl.
AHAH! Guess again. It is about romance, but the comedy inside is INSANE! I swear that every episode u'll be laughing lyk mad cause the ona inside is seriously Cuutee!
Dont believe? Lets take u to a little 'sneak peek'.
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AND YES, all of them are of the same person! HAHA! (i lyk the second one better :D)
And yes, i would lyk to recommend to ALL anime fans! Cause this anime is seriously, H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S! MUAHAHAA!
(For those that are really interested in this anime, go to... OH SHEESH, GO FIND IT URSELF LAH. If u can come my blog, Im sure u have internet to search for info urself :D)

Oh fret not, i cant be wasting the 2 months holiday watching this only right? (OBVIOUSLY...)
And now, on to the 2nd anime Im watching during holidays!
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"One Piece"

Okayyyy, so u might say. "This is one heck of a STUPID anime cause the main character is a RUBBERMAN."
Fine, I cant say anything if u say that. But to tell the truth, I thought of it dat way too. Until my brother keep telling me that it is a VERY nice anime that I started watching a little. And u know wat? I grow to lyk it, A LOT.
Yeah, it mayb a little stupid to some ppl, but overall, it got pretty interesting as the story continues. So, this anime, I strongly recommend to those who are more into animes such as "Bleach", or "Naruto".
And if u REALLY, REALLY lyk "Bleach" or "Naruto", I believe the fighting scenes inside "One Piece" is SURE to get ur adrenalin pumping. (:
But truefully, Im not a big fan of "Bleach" or "Naruto", cause I got pretty bored of the draggy scenes inside, especially when they drag the show with irritating fillers. "One Piece" is different cause they are constantly fighting or moving on towards their goals. Until now, I've only seen 2 fillers of mayb, 10episodes?, in between the current 400+episodes. (:

(Sorry, Franky's not inside D:)
(For more info..Dont make me repeat myself ok? :D)

Alright, cant really think of any more interesting animes I watched during the holiday. SO! I guess it shall be continue the next time when Im in the mood. (:

feels

2009-04-04T14:26:00.006+08:00

I have no idea how to even begin this post cause too many things are blocking up my mind. (Fyi, this isnt gonna be a happy post)
I realise that sometimes, 'talking' to a computer is a more effective and easier way to let out what one is thinking. Not family, friends nor God, it's a computer. Cause when ur not facing someone, it's much easier to take time and slowly 'speak' out what we want. Very slowly.. Let's see...

I know Im not a easy person to be with. Especially when Im not in a good mood. I tend to emo real bad and whenever u all show concern, all I gave was "Nothing.", when in actual fact, it's not true. Im a solitude person. I crave companies, but at the same time, desire for loneliness. I prefer to be alone at times while I long for companies at others. I hate it when I hear disappointment in the voice of my friends cause Im cancelling the meeting with them. I hate it when they have to 'force' me in order to get me out to meet them. (Doesnt really work) They're trying the best they can to keep the connection and bond between us but all I gave them was a No. I disappoint them when they ask me out. I was nvr there when they needed a shoulder to lead on. I wasnt even there when they were having fun. How fail can a friend get?
I tell myself to change but nvr did. I try to keep my esteem in check, but I always fail to do so. I tell myself not to let things get me down, but it always does. I tell myself to be happy, but I just cant.
Sometimes, feelings just gets to me at times and like always, I know it's useless. Cause the damage is done and there is no way to undo it. Sorry guys, I cant promise that I'll change when I know I cant keep it. I cant promise anyone anything even after realising so many things. Cause even I, cannot keep my thoughts, feelings and esteem in check. Who could?

SHIT!

2009-04-01T12:37:00.002+08:00

I know I shouldnt start the long-awaited post with craps. BUT, SERIOUSLY~!
Guess what are my IS modules?

Self Expression : Drama & Poetry.
Starting a Business.

I sure as HELL didnt put them in ANY choices of the "Pre-choosing" programme. Seriously, I think Ngee Ann Poly's ppl are really retarded. I mean, COME ON. If u didnt intend to put us in ANY thing we chose, what for ask us to choose prematurely? Waste of our time only. =.=
Yah yah, "So that the chances of u being in a IS module you lyk is higher and u'll b happy in the modules". So, do I look happy now?

五月天

2009-03-21T13:26:00.000+08:00

我坐在床前　望著窗外　回忆满天　
生命是华丽错觉　时间是贼　偷走一切
七岁的那一年　抓住那只蝉　以为能抓住夏天
十七岁的那年　吻过她的脸　就以为和她能永远　
有没有那么一种永远　永远不改变　
拥抱过的美丽都　再也不破碎
让险峻岁月不能在脸上撒野　
让生离和死别都遥远　有谁能听见
我坐在床前　转过头看　谁在沉睡　
那一张苍老的脸　好像是我　紧闭双眼
曾经是爱我的　和我深爱的　都围绕在我身边
带不走的那些　遗憾和眷恋　
就化成最后一滴泪
有没有那么一滴眼泪　能洗掉后悔　
化成大雨降落在　回不去的街
再给我一次机会　将故事改写　
还欠了他一生的　一句抱歉
有没有那么一个世界　永远不天黑　
星星太阳万物都　听我的指挥
月亮不忙著圆缺　春天不走远　
树梢紧紧拥抱著树叶　有谁能听见
耳际　眼前　此生重演　
是我来自漆黑　而又回归漆黑
人间　瞬间　天地之间　
下次我　又是谁
有没有那么一朵玫瑰　永远不凋谢　
永远骄傲和完美　永远不妥协
为何人生最后会像一张纸屑　
还不如一片花瓣曾经鲜艳
有没有那么一张书签　停止那一天　
最单纯的笑脸和　最美那一年
书包里面装满了蛋糕和汽水　
双眼只有无猜和无邪　让我们无法无天
有没有那么一首诗篇　找不到句点　
青春永远定居在　我们的岁月
男孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋　
笑忘人间的苦痛　只有甜美
有没有那么一个明天　重头活一遍　
让我再次感受曾　挥霍的昨天
无论生存或生活　我都不浪费　
不让故事这么的后悔
有谁能听见　我不要告别
我坐在床前　看著指尖　已经如烟

oldoldold

2009-03-09T19:35:00.009+08:00

Ok, you know wat, this freaking blog nd some pictures.
Cuz it's gotten really wordy, and I cant stand it anymore. I managed to find some really OLD PHOTOS that is hidden DEEP within my folders in the lappy. Ok, mayb not old as in black and white type of photos, but they are at least a few months already.
So lets make dis blog come alive!
(The photos looks kinda weird cuz I edited them a little.)

Open House!! a long time ago I think.
A very 'high' nene.

Oops. Candid shot dear~
.....

JTC FOOD!! Very ex for such a small pack. =.=
Had steamboat dat night and watched Nodame. LOL.

THIS is random, took it at NYP i think.

Last few Floristry lessons, no more of it. ):

Kenzai!

Ok Im really in a bad mood now cuz my mum is nagging beside me.
I seriously hate her. Cant stand it any longer, why is she so disgusting?
I dont freaking love my parents, nvr hav, nvr will.
I've nvr understand why others are able to love their parents, cuz I've nvr felt dat way before, ever.
I figured, if they are to disappear from my life, I probably wont hav much of a reaction. How can I pin after someone whom I dont love? Unfilial, I am. Pathetic.

adios.

celebrate

2009-03-08T01:05:00.003+08:00

Aloha! My sis is finally back from Taiwan.
My relatives there were excited to see them (!) even though we havent met them for lyk..10yrs? HAH
Anyway, the only thing IM interested in is presentsssss (:
she brough a lot of pineapple tarts (Utterly delicious btw) , some herbs (parents) and caps for me and brother!
HOH, they look nice. I lyk. I swear man, Im definitely going overseas in the future!
MUAHAHA. HOR HOR NENE!? GOING RITE! *winks*

Anyway, exams are over~! So Im just slacking my life away.
BUT I CAN SO GET USED TO IT! :D
I think Im gonna call nene soon to finalised the cycling trip to pulau ubin, I almost forgot. LOL
Seriously, when u hav NOTHING to do, u tend to lose the time.
So, to celebrate the returning of the lappy and the end of exams, I changed the blogskin! HAHA
But it's not customised though. So darn lazy to make it slowly from stratch. Time consuming man. I prefer efficiency and quality eh? (:
Right, gonna stop now, cuz it's 130AM my dears! SHOOOOOSHOOOO, go SLEEP.

adios,amigos.

2009-03-03T12:11:00.002+08:00

Since my sis is in Taiwan and she took the lappy.
I suppose I wouldn't be blogging anytime sooner. (:
and oh, she's moved out of hse though, meaning I hav no idea when she is bringing the lappy home. HAH.

adios.

Quiz

2009-02-17T17:09:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Charis/Ivory.

The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about themself.
2. People who get tagged need to write their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts.
3. At the end, player needs to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!.

10 weird things/habits/little known facts about me.

#1. I sometimes sleep lyk a pig, but Im actually a light-sleeper.

#2. I look to be over 20. =.=

#3. I always wanted to be SHORTER.

#4. I can sleep anywhere. (But not overnight, I like my bed too much. LOL)

#5. I like guys who are more serious about things. Childish guys looks stupid.

#6. I'm VERY shy, unless I'm with GFs and Renee they all.

#7. I want to cut my hair, but 舍不得 ):

#8. I always wish my skin would be whiter.

#9. I always wanted to SCREAM to the world. (:

#10. I HATE shopping. Really HATE

The 10 people:

1. Renee
2. Lester
3. soshi
4. Sharon
5. WeiSheng
6. Johnston
(Others are my sec sch friends, I think others tag already)

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Tagged by Charis.

TEN ARE YOUS

1. Are you single - Yea
2. Are you happy - I guess.
3. Are you bored - Very.
4. Are you fair - Not really.
5. Are you Italian - What?? NO.
6. Are you intelligent - Depending on situation. LOL
7. Are you honest - I think..
8. Are you nice - Very. Until the point even i couldnt stand it.
9. Are you Irish - Stupid question.
10. Are you Asian - Duh.

TEN FACTS

1. Full Name - YEO XUAN BING
2. Nicknames - rika
3. Birth place - K K Hospital bah.
4. Hair color - Black.
5. Natural hair style - Straight but curly.
6. Eye Color - Dark Brown
7. Birthday -4th July
8. Mood - Extremely Bored.
9. Favorite color - Black and white. Blue too.
10. One place you'd like to visit - A m e r i c a !

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love - Yea.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Not sure.
3. Do you currently have a crush? - No.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - I guess.
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - Pretty sure no.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Yea.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Yea.
8. Are you afraid of commitment - Yes. They are scary things.
9. Who was the last person you hugged - Can't remember. I don't hug people too often.
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - None.

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust - Neither.
2. Hard Liqour or Beer - Neither. i prefer wine.
3. Cats or Dogs - Both.
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - My GFs. (:
5. Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy. Creamy a bit disgusting.
6. Pencil or Pen - Pencil.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Wild night- GFs. Romantic- Future bf.
8. Money or Happiness - Both.
9. Night or day - Night.
10. IM or phone - Wats IM? Phone I guess.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out - i dont sneak out. I just walk out.
2. Seen a polar bear - I think.
3. Done something you regret - Maybe, maybe not.
4. Bungee jumped - Nop. But I wanna do it! (:
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Wow. U do dat? Of course not.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - Wat jaw breaker?? No??
7. Been caught naked - Wat? Crazy. No.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - No.
9. Cried because you lost a pet - Never had a pet.
10. Wanted to disappear - All my life.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes - Both.
2. Light or dark hair - Dark hair beautifies the person's eyes. (:
3. Hugs or kisses - Both.
4. Shorter or taller - Taller. DUH.
5. Intelligence or attraction - Attraction is a bonus, intelligence's the piority.
6. Topman or Zara - Hmmm. His preference.
7. Funny or serious - Serious, yet can joke with me.
8. Older or Younger - Older with limits.
9. Outgoing or quiet - Both.
10. Sweet or Bad - Both.

TEN HAVE YOUS

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yea.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Yea.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - Tried once, nvr done it again.
4. Ever been to a rock concert - No. Noisy.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - No.
6. Ever been on a dance team - No.
7. Ever been on a sports team - No.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Yea.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - Provide me the money and I would own one.
10. Ever been in a rap video? - Yo, yo, yo! No.

LASTS

1. Last phone call you made - My brother.
2. Last person you hugged - I think it happened years ago.
3. Last person you hung out with - Charis?
4. Last time you worked - Cashier.
5. Last person you talked to - Ah bu.
6. Last person you IM'd - ....
7. Last person you texted - Charis?
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Renee, Lifen and other calefares.
9. Last person/thing you missed - My message-able phone.
10. Last website visited - soulbound web (Wow de)

TEN... PEOPLE TO DO THIS

1. Renee
2. Lester
3. soshi
4. Sharon
5. WeiSheng
6. Johnston
(Others are my sec sch friends, I think others tag already)

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1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/Win Amp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
David Archuleta - Crush

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
The Veronicas - Untouched

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Hinder - Up All Night

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
(Piano) Yiruma - River flows within you

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
The All-american Rejects - Back to Me

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU
Beyonce - Halo ( aww)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Secondhand Serenade - Goodbye

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
The Click Five - The Reason Why

WHAT IS 2+2?
Boys Like Girls - Learning to Fall

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Brooke Hogan - Everything to Me ( ;] )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Leona Lewis - Run ( As far as possible)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
The Click Five - Kidnap My Heart

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Nickelback - If Everyone Cared

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Chris Daughtry - Over You

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Nickelback - Rockstar ( Ptfff)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Nicole Scherzinger - Happily Never After ( wow)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Secondhand Serenade - Stay Close, Don't go ( i'll hunt u as a ghost [: )

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
The All-american Rejects - Another Heart Calls

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
The Click Five - Say Goodnight

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Aly & Aj - On the Ride

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Hinder - The Best is yet to Come

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Staind - So far Away

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Lady GaGa - Just Dance

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Kate Voegele - Might Have Been

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Hinder - Far from Home

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Faber Drive - Tongue Tied

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Hinder - Use Me

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Nickelback - Shakin' Hands

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Nickelback - If today was Your last day

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Leona Lewis - I will Be

PEOPLE I TAG:

1. Renee
2. Lester
3. soshi
4. Sharon
5. WeiSheng
6. Johnston
(Others are my sec sch friends, I think others tag already)

rite, finished everything. Whew.

adios.

furious

2009-02-11T09:11:00.004+08:00

Wat a way to start off the wk. Being called "fucking bitch' just cuz i called u a dog. i've lived for 17yrs and dis is the one time Im so freaking pissed off and furious. Thanks arh. Now i know im the type of person who do not forgiv and forget as easily as i think i would. I always thought my temper was too nice. But dis time round rite, it's not gonna b 'forgiv and forget' dat easily already. So wat if u apologize? I take it as nth has happen? NO, nvr in ur life. Im still fuming mad and I dont think the anger would dissipate dat easily for the next few days or even wks. Mayb I would in a few months time, but not anytime sooner.
The sole reason i didnt confront u as soon as u said was because it was such a shock to me. I didnt expect u to say dat cuz i scold u a dog. U said it was a taboo to u, so "fucking bitch" is not to me? U disliked being called a dog, so i lyk being called a "fucking bitch"?
If u had just told me dat u disliked being called a dog, do u think im the type of person who dont apologize when i know im in the wrong? So i guess dis is the limit of our friendship, cuz u dont respect me the same way i respected u. U dont trust me enough to apologize for things i did wrong and dats the reason why u scolded me "Shut up, fucking bitch." even before i had a chance to apologize. u can say u said it in a fit of anger. So being angry giv u the rite to insult others? Im was angry ytd and still am, but did i call u names? Did i call u "lan jiao kia" or watever rite in ur face? U might think it's nth, but it marks a limit to my dignity and our friendship. Lyk i said, it might be over in a few months time, but the damage is there. Our friendship would nvr b the same again.
I hav so much more things to say but I cant think of it rite now!
Im not a 心胸狭宰 person, but dis time round, u hav gone too far.

adios

2009-02-06T21:06:00.002+08:00

Dont give up.
You'll heal soon enough.

I nvr liked the smell of Hospital. Nvr. It stinks and I hate it. Some may say hospitals bring life, which is good. But on the contuary, it brings death. I guess I cant take it lyk most ppl. Hospital bring memories back, old forgotten memories. I guess I'll nvr 4get, but I dont wanna remember them.

My aunts told me to watch for my health, cuz we dont hav gd genes. My parents are all sick. Not serious, but must watch out for my health just in case. haiz.... I hav no idea wat to say now.

Nth to say now. Update next time. haha!

adios

2009-01-31T12:49:00.002+08:00

December 23 to January 1 ...Apple Tree
January 2 to January 11 ...Fir Tree
January 12 to January 24 ...Elm Tree
January 25 to February 3 ...Cypress Tree
February 4 to February 8 ...Poplar Tree
February 9 to February 18 ...Cedar Tree
February 19 to February 28 ...Pine Tree
March 1 to March 10 ...Weeping Willow
March 11 to March 20 ...Lime Tree
March 21 ...Oak Tree
March 22 to March 31 ...Hazelnut Tree
April 1 to April 10 ...Rowan Tree
April 11 to April 20 ...Maple Tree
April 21 to April 30 ...Walnut Tree
May 1 to May 14 ...Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 ...Chestnut Tree
May 25 to June 3 ...Ash Tree
June 4 to June 13 ...Hornbeam Tree
June 14 to June 23 ...Fig Tree
June 24 ...Birch Tree
June 25 to July 4 ...Apple Tree
July 5 to July 14 ...Fir Tree
July 15 to July 25 ...Elm Tree
July 26 to August 4 ...Cypress Tree
August 5 to August 14 ...Poplar Tree
August 15 to August 23 ...Cedar Tree
August 24 to September 2 ...Pine Tree
September 3 to September 12 ...Weeping Willow
September 13 to September 22 ...Lime Tree
September 23 ...Olive Tree
September 24 to October 3 ...Hazelnut Tree
October 4 to October 13 ...Rowan Tree
October 14 to October 23 ...Maple Tree
October 24 to November 11 ...Walnut Tree
November 12 to November 21... Chestnut Tree
November 22 to December 1 ...Ash Tree
December 2 to December 11 ...Hornbeam Tree
December 12 to December 21 ...Fig Tree
December 22 ...Beech Tree

Governing trees meanings

Apple Tree: Love; Of slight build, lots of charm, appeal and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.

Fir Tree: Mysterious; Extraordinary taste, dignity, cultivated airs, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to it, rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious discontented lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.

Elm Tree: Noble‑mindedness; Pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends to not forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, tends to a know‑all‑attitude and making decisions for others, noble‑minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Cypress: Faithfulness; Strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, happy content, optimistic, needs enough money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick‑tempered, unruly, pedantic and careless.

Poplar: Uncertainty; Looks very decorative, no self‑confident behavior, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organizer, tends to philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership serious.

Cedar: Confidence; Of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self‑confident, determined, impatient, wants to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Pine Tree: Particularity, Loves agreeable company, very robust, knows how to make life comfortable, very active, natural, good companion, but seldom friendly, falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly, gives up easily, many disappointments till it finds its ideal, trustworthy, practical.

Weeping Willow: Melancholy, likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams,
attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.

Lime Tree: Doubt; Accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress and labor, tends to laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous, loyal.

Hazelnut Tree: Extraordinary, Charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody and capricious lover, honest and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.

Rowan: Sensitivity; Full of charm, cheerful, gifted, without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, motional, good company, does not forgive.

Maple: The Independent of Mind, No ordinary person, full imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self‑respect, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, many complexes, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Walnut Tree: The Passionate One, Unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egoistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromises.

Chestnut Tree: The Honest One, Of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well‑developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritable and sensitive in company often due to a lack of self‑confidence; acts sometimes superior, feels misunderstood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

Ash Tree: The Ambitious One, Uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with its fate, can be egoistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over heart, but takes partnership very serious.

Hornbeam: The Tasteful One, Of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, tends to egoism, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads reasonable, disciplined life, looks for kindness, an emotional partner and acknowledgment, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with her feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of decisions, very conscientious

Fig Tree: The Sensible One, Very strong, a bit self‑willed, independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and animals, a bit of a butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.

Oak: The Robust One, Courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not love changes, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Birch: The Inspiring One, Vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Olive Tree: The Wise One Loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well‑developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Beech: The Creative One Has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialist, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).
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June 25 to July 4 ...Apple Tree

I AM A APPLE TREE! (:

Apple Tree: Love; Of slight build, lots of charm, appeal and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.

i know i know, its not the greatest way to post after MIA for so long.
but hey, taking this quiz or some sort is quite fun sometimes u know. hahah
so wats ur tree? :D

adios

P.S. credits goes to Charis's friend Kaoru

complains complains complains

2009-01-16T21:58:00.004+08:00

I need to go temple and pray.
And I mean, P-R-A-Y.

You know wat? Life's really a bitch. Not being rude or anything. But seriously, there are so many 小人 around me, or rather, so many irritating and disgusting ppl around me. I mean, i know they're already lyk dat since the beginning of last year. But they are really getting on my nerves nowadays!
For example, our ms 'gentle' is really getting too 'gentle', in a sort of slutty and whore-like way. HEY. Im not the only person who thinks she's lyk dat ok? It's just dat we TRY to turn a blind eye to it. 小姐, we're not blind ok? God knows wat u'r trying to do. Heck, we dont really care. But when u does dat in front of us, it's really bothersome and all in all, it's really disgusting. U might say u're already lyk dat in sec sch. But 'pretty', it's poly now, a totally different place as ur innocent sec sch. A very different story and chapter in ur life. If u intend to end dat story/chapter of urs in a ugly manner, I cant say anything more already. But do watch how u behave in front of us, cus one day, we might not take it any longer.
小人 number2 is actually still quite ok. In a sense dat he is actually more socialable(compared to 小人 number1, so it's not really a gd thing). And the most 恶心 thing is, they're actually together! (havent confirm yet, but it's 99% already)
Seriously is 'Birds of a feather, flock together'. They pathetic-ly hav communication problems, wif us. It's not as if we dont listen to wat they're suggesting. But we're just trying to voice out our opinion and make sure dat we're all on the same page of OUR project. Not 'U'r in Mars, Im on Venus' and speaking alien languages to each other. All they did was complain to each other.(though we cant be sure of it) We're willing to listen and are definitely open to different suggestions, but are you willing to speak out? We might be always rejecting and doubting wat u said, but we just want to make sure dat it's acceptable and it can be inserted into the slides. Do the others hav communication problems wif each other? NO. We only hit the wall wif u 2 lovebirds. Obviously, the problems lie on u. I dont care if U 2 come here or not. Cus im just here to voice out my thoughts. It's MY blog. Watever, I couldnt b bothered anymore. Just stay out of my way, and I'll make sure I steer clear from urs. :)

On a lighter note, my FYP partner is Syara. LOL. I know it's still a long way from now, but it's always gd to confirm things now, isnt it? Syara's a gd partner, and I'll make sure I'll b a gd partner too. :D

P.S. Scandalicious. =.= Not really my type of lifestyle. I just want a peaceful life, is it so much to ask?

adios.

crap

2009-01-11T13:55:00.003+08:00

You will never know.
'Cause it's a secret between me and my heart.

sheesh i totally 4got bout the blog.
haha. didnt know how the 1st wk of sch went by,but it did.
so tired now and i feel lyk sleeping. but CANT cuz i still hav to do the lsdf project thing.
hope connie will call asap.. haven ask her anything bout the survey yet. LOL
felt guilty bout za cuz im suppose to go online ytd to discuss wif him things.
and u know wat? im such a lazy ass pig dat i slept through the day. YES--THE DAY.
slept at fri 1am and woke up on sat at 6pm. it's still actually quite ok and i can still go online de.
but being such a FREAKING GENIUS, i went back to slp and died. DIED. woke up today at 7am. and now im complaining tired. -.-
actually, i dont usually slp until so late. cuz my mum will put me out of it if i do, literally. but she and my ahpa went to malaysia already. coming back only at wed. kinda miss them, cuz the bathroom reeks of dirty clothes! OMG MAN! really damn 恶心. i think im gonna toss them into the washing machine later. 1 day and already lyk dat, i dont think i can tahan until wed. UGH.
SRY ZA, RENEE, AH FEN! >-<
starting on the write-up already. shall stop blogging. i hav no idea when the next post will b. so DONT wait.

adios

P.S. I'll still check on the tagboard from time to time though, leave tag eh?!

facing the truth

2008-12-30T22:59:00.002+08:00

Facing the truth.
No longer running.

i really hate blogging nowadays.
cuz it's really a burden and im thinkin of removing it
but if i really did, im worried i'll regret after dat
'sides, it's been wif me for over 4YEARS already
got 感情 de

tears, disappointments, happiness, happenings
how could i delete it?
too much memories already.
but i figured my lappy is not gonna hold on much longer
cuz it's REALLY laggy and slow
and i mean REALLY.
it's been working for 5years already
guess is time for it to rest already :D

extremely stressed out lately
why?
WoW.
wats dat?
too bad if u dont know
i nvr knew it can b so difficult
nvr met b4 a game which requires so much commitment(*there. I revealed wat it is.)
i hav nvr complain bout any games
and i'll say dis is the most challenging one.

RO, Broodwar, Dota-they're NTH compared to it.
Maple story-DONT get me started on it.(*Worse game ever, no offense)

i find it stressing but at the same time, i wanna conquer it
i wanna be GOOD in it. (:
but then again, these type of games, inevitable hav things i can NVR fully grasp. -.-
fustrating but at the same time, engaging.
suck at playing, but cant stop playing.
call it an addiction, but the weird thing is i can actually control myself from it.
so its' not an addiction??
hmmmm

U can stop here if u want to.
the bottom part is pretty personal. (:
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[The following may be un-readable to some. Uber lengthy, btw.]
u actually hav to read up on how to proceed through instances
though there is the guild to hlp u, it's UR responsibility to actually find out how to kill each individual bosses.
and u know wat's the most amazing thing?
each individual bosses hav their own personality and own ways to kill them,
not just mindlessly spamming attacks on them anymore.
furthermore, only when u reach the max lv would u be opened to more difficult instances.
and i'll tell u, these instances are no jokes(*esp when u'r not geared and the better gears are usually looted from the instances.)
im a healer and i felt really stressed out from trying to understand wat the guides are trying to say.
and very obviously, i dread everyday having to find ppl to run instances wif me cuz my healing bonus is uber low.
seriously, my esteem is ultra low lah.
dis i hav to admit.
cuz i feel very awkward playing wif ppl i dont know..
now i really regret not playin frostmane wif angie they all in the 1st place!
i admit i wanted some hlp from my brother who was already at the max lv at dat time(*refers to TBC)
and apparently, he nvr intended to hlp me.
only to teach me how to start off and all.
other then dat, i did the rest.
LOL
now, reaching lv 80(*for WotLK)
i rather be lving then running instances wif others cuz i cant run wif others!
i get so F! stressed up!!
i dont feel at all comfortable healing others cuz i think i suck at it.
i nvr asked my guild for hlp cuz i dont know any of them and is too scared to get to know them cuz they know my brother.
weird reason, but to me, it's the sinking feeling dat i wouldnt b able to communicate wif them dat totally freaks me out.
SHIT MAN!!!
3 wks at home and i become insociable.
now i dread meeting new ppl more than anything else.
ivory law, ur problem of not liking to meet ppl is NTH compared to mine.
at least u starts talking to them after some time.
ME?
it took me more than a few months to even start talking to weisheng they all.
needlessly to say i hav been in the guild for more than 2months and i dont even know ANY of them.
they're very nice ppl, i know(*from guild talk among themselves)
but i just cant seems to pluck up the courage to speak wif them.
im so useless.
low-esteem..
how did i survive for the 17 years?

dont say i changed, cuz i've always been lyk dis.
just dat nobody has noticed only.
im the master of conceal, buddy.
trying to understand is me is the same as trying to develop wings and fly.
unimaginable and impossible.
i wonder how i would become in the future..
better or worse??
i cant even say myself..

fyi, dis is NOT a emo post.
it's just dat, im revealing myself to myself for the 1st time.
and seriously, it feels GOOD.
now, the only thing i can do is improve myself. (:
hopefully for the better of course.
wish me luck ppl!

ADIOS.

late post

2008-12-26T16:48:00.007+08:00

Complicating hearts.
Just make it simpler.

howdy ppl!
havent been seeing me eh??
yah
been very quiet nowadays
cuz im anti social, JUST LYK WAT CHARIS SAID
so wat?
LOL
ok ok
i owe my blog the dim sum thingy
so shall do dat now

u know wat?
im so sleepy now!
Zzzz..
but it's 4 in the AFTERNOON!
really pig already..
lol
but i hav to say:
holidays is really still my favourite man!
eat slp play
UBER lah!
fattening, yes
but dis is the life!!
hahahahaha~
i dont mind being a fat ass if i can enjoy life lyk dis (*FAT HOPE)
anyway, suppose to go town buy hat wif charis
but she didnt msg me
i guess she's meeting her online friends then..

sheesh
im always filled wif craps de
(:
Main point: DIM SUM!

[Random positions]

We actually hav to snatch for our food at the beginning cuz they arrived late. FOOD WAR!
Smth's missing..
There it is! (*it's the nicest dim dum for me)
This is nice. -.-

Looks to me as if she's digging her nose. *Tsk tsk tsk* Table manners, renee. Table manners.

The place is actually very 酒楼-like. But the lighting is hotel-like lah. So contrasting lah.
Where's my food? =_=

Ah fen managed to dodge the snap attack. ):
拉茶!
拉茶 fail!

theres still a lot more photos
but they're all wif renee
haha
there's even a video of Singapore version's 'America's next Top Model(Elimination)'
starring Kendrick Lim!
hoho
well, i'll post up more photos when i ask from renee(I hope)
in the meantime,

ADIOS ppl!

uber

2008-12-25T22:08:00.003+08:00

Me lazy piggie.

(dont bother bout dat ass-ed up word at the middle -.-)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

woah

2008-12-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

I need to chill.

Breathe, R. BREATHE.

im suppose to update for the dim-sum thingy from 17th
but being the typical me..
Zzzz
shall do dat next time

i wanna label the trip as 'fun'
but i cant really lie, can i?
not very fun, but quite ok

i nvr walked in town so much
not even wif gfs
Zzzz
it's like..
half the time we're walkin lah(*serious)
and i dont even know where we're goin
-.-
just following them

but i guess i could take it as an exercise?
i needed it anyway -.-
whole day was just eating and eating
dim sum, walk, swensons =,,=

THANKS TO ROY FOR THE ICE-CREAM! (:

after dat went home
didnt do anything in mrt
cuz jebby was playing wif his psp
me?
emo. DUH.
(*anyway, best he didnt talk wif me. i would most probably ignore hm anyway. YES, ima meanie =.=)

i realised dat i was standing all the way in the mrt and lrt.
To and fro somemore. WTH.
(*no wonder my legs were killing me)
didnt took much photos for the dim sum, mayb i'll ask renee to send me some too
BUT!
depending on the situation now
dont put too much hope
im even lazy to log in to msn -.-
lazy piggie.

well, ciaos. (:

PS. I shud stop playing WoW. =.=

3 steps fight an honest fight;
2 hearts that can start a fire;
1 love is all i need in this life.

(:

2008-12-16T20:08:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow's the day!
(:

shiyt

2008-12-12T23:20:00.003+08:00

Cant bring me down.
I ain't never done.

ima freak for fast songs.
shiyt
everytime i go searching for songs, i only look out for fast songs
just bear wif the songs nowadays -.-
hope the disease will end asap

R. is filled with gossips today.

bday bday bday

2008-12-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

I want my life back.

let the pics do the talkin yo. (:

floristry!
this time is bouquet!
nice lor, hoho
but still only B+
sad arh!
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Hands off face!
Good! but another hand now. =.=

wat shud we do wif the cake? hmmm
wishy-washy! let me do it!
cutting..
..... eww

chocolate's mine!

u'r on candid camera!
Acbc. LOL
dont be sad. ):
party's over.
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a bit emo dat day
so took the pics around the clementi park there
nice?

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u gotta check out the video
their face is lyk, twisted
ahaaa~
some too over though =.=

right on, ppl!
post's OVER

P.S. i wanna play games! ):

YESSS

2008-12-10T21:03:00.003+08:00

I've decided.
Time to end this.

COMMON TEST IS O-V-E-R! (:

and u know wat?
it's time for games, shows and more games! :D
Girls!
it's time to out out out!
woohoo~ !

Reminscence

2008-12-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

im so disgusted.
Cant feel no nothing.

ever fainted cuz memories came pouring in lyk gushing water?
i almost did.
ever felt so sucked dried u cant think anymore?
i hav.
ever felt lyk throwing up cuz memories came rushing back all at once?
i did.

i have so much thoughts.
so much things to say,
so much more to find out.
but when i look around, who can i turn to?

So alone, so sudden.

so late

2008-12-03T21:44:00.002+08:00

Unforgivable.

OMG OMG
i know im lyk, SUPER late for dis.
BUT!
better late then nvr rite? (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHARIS! :D

im uber late!
but im seriously very busy dis few days
playing games!
haha
not really lah
im just too lazy to update any longer
very tiring
cuz setting up the SLOW lappy takes a long time
so im just dulan to open already
haha
im going to slp soon though
so dis will b a short post ya?

the previous tuesday was roy's bday n azmi's belated bday
went imm after workskills to sorta celebrate for them
ate pepper lunch!
uber nice lah! :D
[ to GFs: we shud go eat it sometimes too (: ]
cherie came in wif a cake(always a cake =.= but it's freaking nice! *yummy*)
and as usually, we sing n all dat
funny things happened in between
haha
shall explain more next time (:

Happy belated bday to azmi and roy! (:

P.S. Im wrong.

ima gg?

2008-11-29T14:38:00.004+08:00

I can live better.
Without you.

Hi there!
miss me?
i guess not
my blog is lyk.. smelly and rotting
but hey.
it's alive ok?
haha
but i dont expect u all to come as frequent lah
im just here to say some things dis time round though.

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sry renee !
i decided not to say out the FAT WORM N CO. things due to consideration they MIGHT come
i dont wan to make it more awkward between the parties already
i'll make sure to rmb until MONDAY ok?
try lah try lah..

lastly
the song
is it nice?
i think it's quite touching though.
haha
i'll post the lyrics next time
u'll b surprised whos singing it
LOL
(:

back to square one

2008-11-22T00:12:00.000+08:00

I'm all shooked up,
Can't take my eyes off you.

heya!
did ye'all miss me??
:D

rite now, im talking on msn wif charis
and i hav to tell u
kinda miss crapping wif her
):
we can talk bullshit till our mouth starts to smell
and wont stop until we throw up shit
haha!
very crude, i know
but i think it's the best way to describe our conversation
LOL

anyway,i promised bout making dis post F-I-L-L-E-D wif photos rite?
so i shall'nt crap too much!
but as u can c, i changed blogskin!
i would say dis is not original though
but i edited some parts, just a LITTLE only.
O-O
but i lyk the bg
haha!
dat person sure hav 眼光! (:

oh yes, the pictures coming up are very, very, very messy
i cant rmb which date is which
-______________-
so i'll just recall as much as i can lah
LOL
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for dis, i think it's the soil science pratical.
LOL
u know wat we do for practical?
we dig soil.
YES
we dig, examine,touch and sometimes, smell them.
and, and, and
we ALWAYS dig up insects! (:
mostly earthworms lah
sometimes forest cockroach or centipedes
:D
it's actually quite fun u know?
LOL
GUESS wat the insect is?

it's a Grasshopper! (:
very blur, yes
but it's damn cute lah!
sho, sho, sho SMALL!
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erm
it's quite obvious for dis isnt it?
flower arrangement!
haha
it's suppose to look lyk wild flowers
but i doubt so lah
-___________-
the red ones r the carnation
the white ones r pom-pom chrysanthum.
LOL

Stupid neemon! Act cool? EWWWWWWWWWW! O-O
Fenfenmon! smells goodddd! :D
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ok, the following r the same as the previous ones
flower arrangement!
haha
dats means over 2 wks hav passed since i lasted updated properly
LOL
it's my timetable for updating blog lah!
:D

anyway, dis type of flowers are usually placed outside important occasions.
lyk wedding and all
they happen to b used for the parent seminar though
AND SPEAKING BOUT PARENT SEMINAR!
its really boring can?!
im the mic holder(basically, i hav to giv parents the mic when they wanna ask question after the speeches)
and seriously
all i do there is stand, stand, stand.
no parents wanna ask using mic lor
haha
im gaining cca points for free sia
LOL
i did smth really stupid during the rehearsal
but i shan'nt say here
cuz it's really ps lah
-___________________-
only neemon and fenfenmon knows
:D

the reahearsal is boring!
sian!
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oh oh oh
i hav a new cca!
Tsubasa Club!
haha
all i do there is cook, eat, den go home.
LOL
simple rite?
:D

i dont know wat we cooked
but it's really very bland
just flour taste only
LOL
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dis pics are taken today at sentosa(for our environmental sci project, not sun-tanning eh -__________- i wished for dat too.)
and seriously i swear, i didnt know sentosa hav ulu places lor
hah!
i was damn glad we were back to civilisation after finishing the job.
and we saw dis HUGE spider at 1 of the bush lah
DAMN BIG CAN!?
and it's yellow
OMG OMG
damn disgusting!
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ending off the post wif 1 of my lsdf drawing (:

and yes!
i hav finally finished the post
whew!
i took 3 hrs to update finish and change the blogskin
haha
sooo
i guess i'll stop now?
:D

P.S. Can't take it all.

Me, Harry & Voldemort

2008-11-16T21:51:00.003+08:00

It's just like Déjà Vu.

Me standing here with you.

Hello !

yea yea, i know i know
'OEI! hello wat!? UPDATE lah!'
~.~

YES
i agree i haven been SERIOUSLY updating for bout 2 wks already
but im juz so lazy nowadays
somemore im busy playing WoW and reading Harry Potter's bks
Yup, Harry Potter's bks.
some of u might say- 'OMG, it's lyk donkey years ago already. Now den u sart reading? Keep up wif the tide will ye?'
but i hav say, reading those bks now comes wif lots of benefits!
haha
firstly, i dont hav to queue for hrs to buy it, waste 50bucks buying it or try to finish reading the bk under 24hrs(some people does dat!)!
but instead, i can- keep the bk for as LONGGGGG as i wan, no nd to queue for hrs to get it and best of all--It's FREE!
LOL

i dont mind being bhind of ppl when i know i can benefit more in the future!
hahahaha~
typical singaporean lah
kiasu,kpo,kiasi.
hohohohoho~

ok ok
basically i finished the first 3 bks of the HP trilogy.
So rite now, im reading the 2nd thickest bk in the whole of the HP chronicles.
hahaha
"Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire"
and i hav to say, im getting pretty sick of it
cuz it so damn thick lah!
OMG man!
the thickest bk i ever read was my DnT textbk.(Ok, dats a bit too off)
but hey.
cant blame me for whine-ing rite?
i tend to keep thinking bout the ending
za(the bk lender) says the last bk a lot of ppl died
):
i dont really lyk to read sad bks
cuz i get even more emo after dat
im already pretty emo, if more emo..
i dont know wat'll happen..
haha!

i KNOW you guys are drooling for pictures of my life! (buay ba! ~.~)
but i haven edited yet
and all of them are chunked up together
i cant even rmb which photos are which dates.
-____________-

in whichever case
i'll juz post them up next time
(:
AND HERE!
I promise dat the next post would be photos ok? :D

P.S. The twilight series are the next bks im gonna aim for! (:

2008-11-12T21:16:00.003+08:00

HELLO! (:

It's too late.

I can't give up now.

HO!

2008-11-04T19:05:00.001+08:00

Got this from Jit Siong's blog.
quite true, i guess. (:

CANCER
The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome.(NOT!) Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

TAURUS
The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS
The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

CAPRICORN
The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendl y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

PISCES
The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

LEO
The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

GEMINI
The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

AQUARIUS
The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

ARIES
The Daredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

LIBRA
The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

SCORPIO
The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

VIRGO
The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Ha rsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

5 Happenings.

2008-11-03T21:19:00.019+08:00

More than anything else,
I'm glad to have finally see you truly smiling.

oh woah,
hi. (:
gotta say i really, really haven been bloggin much lately.
and i seriously mean it.
i'll b lyk, MIA for blogging for some time.
HAHA
i'll try to find more things to write though. :D
if i hav time, of course.

ermm, well
no more craps n intros.
pictures/photos will tell it all. :D
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Mine is the pot dat has the biggest bloom. Ha ha! (:

Dis are all the 2nd wk Flower Arrangement class. Nice huh?

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2 person's birthday in just 2 wks. haha! coincidence sia.

C dat guy? He got cake-thrown in the head by the leading star. (:
The couple? I wonder. (:

Brightest light I've ever seen. LOL
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GLADYS! :D

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ok, these are lyk, monkey years ago already.
but still!
a happening is a happening!
SO! still gotta put it in.
(:
ivory's doing cookies for Mr Pig.
actually, i made the dough of it.(which is the most tedious part)
but ivory's the 1 baking it though, so i guess half-half?
LOL
and i hav to tell you,
IT'S FREAKING NICE LAH! DAMN DELICIOUS! :P
(so sry, didnt take the end results. cuz it's placed in the fridge for a night. ivory's the 1 who made the shape)

ivory cooking noodles for me, haven eaten dinner yet. LOL

It's looks lyk shit. Seriously!
disgusting lah, but undeniable. HAHA!

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Flowers again!
Dis is the 3rd wk's 1.
(:
it's called a corsage, btw
the type which you pin on ur gown when u'r the bridesmaid.
i think guys can wear it too though. LOL

The left one's mine. It's carnation is bigger lah. I tend to always get bigger bloom flowers.
Lucky me! (:

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dis is the 2nd person's birthday
LOL
after gladys
u saw her in the 1st pic eh?
haha!
oh yes, they're TWINS, btw
unbelievable?
ask their parents! -__________-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHERIE! (: (right one) [Forgotten the left's name :P]
The cake is damn delicious lah! Lemon Cheesecake! WOOT!!
RANDOM! lol
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im not rushing through of anything.
but dis post is lyk freaking longggggggggggggggg lah.
:D
too many things le lah
LOL
shall end the post wif a scenery of my housing estate. (:
Beautiful sky, Nice buildings, Lrt too. HA HA!
P.S. I miss my GFs. ):

days and days

2008-10-31T12:09:00.000+08:00

woah
ha ha!
haven been seriously updating for a longgggggg time.
life has been great since den
y?
i hav no freaking idea y
but i noe i've enjoyed myself for bout a wk now
(:
took a lot of pictures

BUT! BUT! BUT!

someeeeethingggg is wrongggggggg wiffffff myyyyyyyyy picturesssssssssss
crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
sooooooooooooooooo, shalllllllllll uploaddddd tmrrrrr.
-____________________________________________________-

P.S. Happy Halloween!

Back!

2008-10-28T23:06:00.001+08:00

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.

R. laughed liked a psycho today (:

IS modules. Get rid of it!
@^&$@^%$*&@%^*$&^*&!

kyaaaaaaaaa

2008-10-27T23:31:00.001+08:00

Where is the real me?

So many things to do,
yet so little time to finish. ):

I wan more holidays.
Y didnt our ancestors make more?
D:

DATE!

2008-10-24T23:12:00.006+08:00

it's a tiring day today.
In EXTREME emo-ness in the morning,
probably cuz i woke up at 8+!
wth
i boarded the bus at 8.55am !
freaking rain, keep falling
COLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

sat at the very back of the bus
the person bside me so very inconsiderate!
he placed his bag bside me, taking up the seat
den he open his leg until sooo BIG, and took the other side's seat.
the ppl standin was giving 'siao eh! take ur bag away lah!' look
LOL

speaking bout bus,
i extremely HATE it when ppl stare for no reason
juz lyk today, ppl were lyk staring at me.
I hav NO IDEA why
go to sch lyk dat, going home also lyk dat.
HECK!
totally pissed off
next time, i'll gorge their eyes out!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAH!
:D

oh yes
RENEE KOH JIA YIN!
HERE!
go read. (:

P.S. I'll eventually murder someone one day. -_____-|||
P.P.S Shall update more next time. (:

omgosh!

2008-10-23T22:22:00.000+08:00

Feel the magic floating,
There's no need for words.

you know wat?
i hav 12 pieces of lsdf art,
1 full A3 size penmenship to write,
2 IS projects,
and 1 environmental sci project to finish,

who ever said dis sem is easy?

P.S. Let's get it back, to how it used to be.

baddddddd

2008-10-22T12:01:00.000+08:00

So near, yet so far.

im totally into WoW rite now
just lyk the time when i was towards LoD.
oh shit

as promised, i'll update now.

flower arrangement class.
cool huh?
go there, stick some flowers in a sponge, and we'll pass the module (:

it's actually not as easy as you think it is. There's a process through it. Obviously, Im one who dont follow instructions. HAHA!
Take a guess?
Penmanship in poly! Dats done in lyk, nursery1?

I know it's ancient history since alexis's bday. I haven taken the pictures from the various ppl. Next time? or mayb next yr. LOL. 3 taken wif my phone while waiting for angie chew to come.

we wanted to scare alexis by placing the presents on her doorstep.
Obviously it didnt work.
She actually waited for us at the door
But we kept on wif the act.
haha!

anyway, xr's the person who gav the secret away
so yup ,went in and celebrated for her
didnt do anything there ,just talk n talk n talk.
haven done that for lyk.. months?
really miss the times when me, angie, alexis n charis would just sit down n talk for hrs.
Broke a personal record of mine by talking for 5hrs straight while in sec 4.
until now, the timing is unbeatable.
(:

anyway, xr n eric did something really stupid
but damn funny
(:
chatted for so long
bel's father came at around 12am to take her home
sent me, ivory n charis back home too.
free ride home!
:D

there's so many hw for lsdf. freaking art studio!
horticulture also nd do art?
1 is fine actually, but 2?
dat's sickening

P.S. Criticism makes one stronger.

update tmr!

2008-10-18T20:58:00.001+08:00

F*UCKED UP DAY. :/

2008-10-17T22:21:00.002+08:00

SHALL UPDATE TMR!

WAYYYYYYYYYYYY TIRED ):

Begone

2008-10-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

sch has started.
a brand new chapter.

but here i am
starting the post wif some ranting.
pathetic sia
but i feel so cocked up if i dun freaking say it out
O-O

today's the second day
n u noe wat?
i really hate it
H A T E I T ! !

is it just cuz we hadnt meet each other for around 2 months means that the friendship we once had is gone?

i hav no idea wat is going on
im pretty sure i hadnt gone anti-social
so wats the problem?
really feel so alone
but there's nth i can do
except to laugh n smile even though i dun wan to
):
a saddening n sickening thing i always hate to do
im tired of pretending as someone i am not
im pissed off when ppl say im emo and say im spoiler
so wat if i am?
wat if dat is the real me?
wat if 1 fine day, i really AM NOT in the mood to laugh/smile?
will u ppl b there to cheer me up?
i doubt it would ever happen.
cuz there is NO ONE who understands me
not even my closest, closest, beloved GFs
how much do u ppl understand me?
i really wonder

but of course,
the previous laughters i share wif all of u.
ARE ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART
Do not doubt wat we all had in the past.

i miss all the good times.
may the bad times be gone.
(:

had 'project' on the 1st day of sch.
-____________-

Renee's BIG, ROUND HEAD! :D

it's a sculpture, ya know?
the humanoid thingy
our artist flair~! :D

and and and!
the class is so freaking small now( if you noticed how empty the class is)
):
cuz our class's jokers r all gone
y!?!?!
nvr study lah!!!
repeat modules
-__________-
some 1, some 2, some both
walao
kinda miss the atmosphere the class had
noisy but funky
(:
gosh man!
so so so so so so so MISS!:

miss sharon's craziness wif fiza.
miss derek's almost every sentence 'wat siol'
miss lester's daring game-'no balls!'
miss daniel's 'everything also me!?'
miss azmi's 'by default find gf'
miss victor's lame and OH-SO-NOT-FUNNY 'jokes'
miss kendrick's bitchy-ness

MISS ALL OF THEM!
the class is sooooooo scattered without them
):
COME BACK TO ME~!
COME BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK~
T-T

haiz
wish they would do well dis time round
hope to get back the same class again
to me, it's the best since 4e2'07
(:

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. Changes are not what im accoustomed to. Sry, I cant.
P.P.S. Disappointed and speechless. I wish to ture back time.
P.P.P.S. i realized that cancerians are really the most emotional horoscope. wth?

This is just for fun.

2008-10-12T14:01:00.000+08:00

Interested to know what does ur name represents?

i was blog-hopping again
when i came across dis post
haha
it's lame,yes
but a bit interested huh?

A : You like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You have initiative.
D : You like to eat.
E : Best kisser.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have a very good personality and good looks.
I : Easy to be with.
J : People Adore you.
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Everyone loves you.
M : You like to play with cats.
N : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
O : Easy to fall in love with.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : You're loyal to those you love.
S : crazy.
T : awesome kisser.
U : You really like to chill.
V : Awesome in bed
W: You are very broad minded.
X : You love sports.
Y : Really sexy.
Z : Always ready.

Y-Really sexy.
E-Best kisser.
O-Easy to fall in love with.

X-You love sports.
U-You really like to chill.
A-You like to drink.
N-Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.

B-You like people.
I-Easy to be with.
N-Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
G-You never let people tell you what to do.

R- You're loyal to those you love.
I- Easy to be with.
K- You're wild and crazy.
A-You like to drink.

try it out
fun only lah
haha

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. Sch's starting tmr. KAO!

Too heaty

2008-10-10T00:55:00.000+08:00

WARNING!

never-NEVER! eat mac at midnight

y?
cuz u'll find urself down wif a sore-ry sore throat the next day
n it freaking BURNS lyk HECK
just lyk mine rite now.
-______-
damn ass!!

anyway
ytd had another mj session wif alexis,xr n ws
(always the same person -__-)
BUT!
dis time round, ivory did join in a little
LOL

as expected, i lost in the 1st round
den after changing seating wif ws
i could say my luck change
haha
won 5 taissss
yah :D
very pleased, actually
cuz it's the 1st time after playing for so long dat i won!!
REALLY~
i still rmbed when they came over to my place to play
OMG!
im the only person who lost
a total of $10+, ok?
WAHHHH
had a heartbreak dat time
):
was always on the losing streak dat i think i shud just QUIT
but, seriously, hard do so u noe..
DAMN!
sorta addicted to it
):

oh,,won a total of $2.20, btw
very little, yah
but hey!
1 cant b too greedy,yea?
actually got a bit of phobia before dat
too worried of losing, i guess
-______-
but in the end, i still sat through it
wth, rite?

anyway, left soon after the mj
ws parents wanna slp already O-O
went to lot1 n xr separated wif us
WALKED ALLLLLLL the way back to teck whye n had mac
actually, ivory n i only had fries
but alexis tempted us wif the burger
SMELLS SOOO GD!
:P
so we brought a chicken n fish student meal
ivory n i actually debated(sorta) on who eat wat
in the end, i got the fish
(:
but as soon as i took the 1st bite, i dun wanna eat already
-_____-
wasted lah(but we finished everything in the end,haha)
after dat just seat around n talk
funny conversation
haha
talked bout sec sch life, band, CHOIR
LOL
crap a lot
WALKED ALLLLLLLLL the way back to senja wif ivory
damn tired, reached home at 2am

Sch's starting soon though
HATE IT.

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. Perhaps, I've nothing else to say anymore.

Too Serious

2008-10-07T21:46:00.003+08:00

this is gonna b a short post.
i just wanna say-
I CHANGED MY BLOG SONGS

yeah yeah yeah
i changed it lyk clothes everyday
but who can resist the temptations of gd songs?
furthermore, gd songs shud b made public
and shared wif all dat is around
(:
SEE!?
im so gd
:D

anyway
in case u'r wondering who's the singer-
im sure u heard the song 'Anyone of Us' b4 rite?
'Anyone of us' sounds familiar huh?
yup
it's Gareth Gates
well, if u seriously cant rmb who is he
GOOGLE UP!
as far as i noe,
'Anyone of us' is one of his most popular songs

appreciate gd songs, yea?
(:

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. Too serious, too soon.

This is the end

2008-10-06T00:05:00.001+08:00

sometimes i wonder
y do ppl like going out?
then sometimes i wonder
y dont ppl like going out?

then i would ask myself,
do i like going out?
-___________________-
well
judging from my life,
it's quite obvious that i can b classified under 'why dont ppl like going out?' category.
y?
cuz 90% of my holiday time is spent either on com and com OR com and com
remaining 10%?
slack, slack, slack and slack
doing wat?
i freaking-ily hav no idea
seriously,
time is flicking past like running water and so is my life

My PATHETIC, WORTHLESS and CRAPPY life

so u may say,
"Just go out lah! Walao eh, Stupid!"
"Kao, get ur freaking ass out of the hse lah!"
"Sibei jialat sia u, no friends meh? Get them out lah....!"
yadah, yadah, yadah.

been through, done dat.
but same results: No wish to go out, still.
seriously ppl, SG only nd around 2hrs to go from 1 end to the other end
it's so darn small dat u can travel the whole of SG in 1 day.
is it dat fun to travel around SG?

ok ok
putting aside the size of SG
does SG hav so many things to walk around about?
i think there's less then 30 places to walk around
even if u jio ur friends everyday
u can get pretty bored of SG in just a month
mayb even less

for me,
1 day is enough to for me to b tired of SG
and yes!
im already extremely bored wif the life in SG
i rather stay at home to rot.
then die from boredom from SG's stuffs

perhaps some of u may think it is a bit extreme
but really,
im not quite considered as a fan of SG stuffs.
n i dont really support SG in watever things she is into
(for the patriotic ppl, no offense alright?)

call me ungrateful, call me worthless, or watever shit u can think of.
but i pretty sure u too, get bored wif the life in SG rite?
dont deny it, im sure u HAD got dis feeling too

perhaps it's my fault dat i dont make an effort in trying to change my life
but y would i make an effort when i know dat there'll b no results?
reap n sow, my ass!
crappy idioms. really IDIOTS.
a total waste of my time
and u now wat?
im getting more and more agitated as i typed
for wat reasons?
im as confused as u are.
however, i intend to start and end this post gently
SO!
before i start cursing like a total loony
im gonna end it nice n well.

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. Charis n Ivory, this is a very, very random post. Dont think too much into it alright? I DO like going wif u all. (:

WOOT!!

2008-10-03T12:29:00.002+08:00

helloooooo
been a long time isnt it?
well
i was FREAKNG busy, u noe?
so b grateful dat u hav smth to read here
HOHO!

ok 1st
unless u'r blind
it VERY obvious dat i changed my blogskin
YES!
just lyk i promised
(:

ok, smth bout dis skin
as usual, its dark, dark, dark n more dark
-______________-
but i lyk!
there's dis kind of rather nice feeling to it?
i just lyk dis kind of lyk feeling?

ahem..
err
anyway, i was searching blogskins when i found out dat the designers no longer wanna design cuz ppl r changing THEIR codes n saying dat its costom made
infuriating isnt it?
u spent hrs on making it
while others just copy, change smth here n there den CLAIM its costom made
wtf?
at least i can sort of understand their feelings
so yah, i did took their code
but i wanna say here now
DIS BLOG IS NOT COSTOM MADE BY ME!

well
pictures time!
(:
the 1st 3 r the pastamania wif 3GFs

I have no idea when i took dis. But it seems rather artistic??

TENNIS! very very very long time ago.

-______________________________-

Renee!
CHARIS, wat happened to ur eyes?!?!
nice teeth, IVORY!

once again
dis post has proved dat EXTREME BORED ppl can do really stupid things
lyk posting posts dat hav NTH to do wif their life
n editing things dat make no sense
:D

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. The last picture's background is....

Yucks

2008-09-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

i found out smth after today's dinner

n when i think back
i realized dat it's actually common sense
it's just dat im too damn STUPID/IDOITIC to actually THINK about it
-_________________________-

u now how ppl actually throw up because they eat too much?
oh
fyi, i didnt throw up
but i DAMN WELL ALMOST did cuz of pizzas
YES

PIZZAS!

wth rite?
i bet a lot of ppl haven eaten pizzas until they throw up
pizza r WAYYYY too ex to let them b throw up
but i ALMOST did

not dat im greedy or wat
but the DIY pizzas my mum made is just WAYYYYY too d-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s
somemore she baked 4 of them
yes
4 medium size pizzas (medium=4-5 ppl, i think)

4x5=20 rite?
get this
there's only 4 person having dinner
YES YES YES

20 pieces of pizza slices for 4 person
n do u noe how FREAKY BIG 1 slice is?
it's lyk..
_________T___________H_____________I____________S___________
big

the worse part is i actually managed to squeeze bout 4 pieces
HA HA
laugh or watever
i deserve it ,yes
but hey?
more compassion to others?
-____________-

so rite now
i can actually still feel the pizza up my throat
despite the dinner dat started bout 530pm..

ok ok
i think i shud stop posting bout disgusting things dat happened to me
(though i can describe bout how throwing up feels..but i shan't do dat [:)
haha
the previous prevous post also the same
too much already?
LOL
sry lah
(:

P.S. So did u get what i was trying to say?? O-O
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(edited)

I FREAKING LOVE THE 1ST SONG! :DDD

btw, i think it's time to change my blogskin again
im a bit tired of dis skin
HAHA
but it'll take a long time though..
(:

ciaos
xuan-

Quiz

2008-09-22T20:47:00.003+08:00

The person who tag you is?
Charis

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
My GF (:

3. Your five impressions of him/her?
SHORT!
emotional
cute
small eyes!
kuku at times -______-

4. he most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Nothing!
Except for that time when she treat us to dinner (:

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
Im usually the 1 who say memorable things to her.. HAHA!

6.If he/she become your lover, you will?
Have trouble kissin her O-0

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
She needs to drink LOTS of milk :D

8.If he/she become your enemy, you will?
No way. Impossible. (:

9.If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
No way already what. LOL

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Knock her in the head, REAL HARD!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Think too much. -_____________-

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Bloody emotional. HAHA!

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Im a good listening ear to ppl. (:

14.On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are?
Too emotional

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
A GREAT landscape designer. :D

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them?
Dont show too much eh? I'll get goosebumps. LOL

17. Pass this quiz to 5 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you (pass to people that have blogs only).

1. Renee

2. Alexis

3. Ivory

4. Angie

5. Sharon

18. What is no.2 studying about?
errr... -__________-

19. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Just a few hrs ago, she was at my hse. (:

20. Does no.1 have any siblings?
YEAH!

21. Will you woo no.3?
err.... i think so.

22. Is no.4 single?
NOOOO!!

23. What is the surname of no.5?
AU-YONG! Special eh? (:

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. I did the quiz! HOHO!

No more gambles for me

2008-09-19T21:23:00.009+08:00

sometimes i really wonder
is it my shitty luck or it is just my clumsiness?
other ppl fall down, stand up n nth happen to them
some has injuries, yes
but i wonder if their's would b as bad as mine
-______________________________-

leaving aside the injuries
the WAY i fall is already a big blow to my pride lah
somemore the PLACE i fell is dangerous n damn PS
KNS!
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
ytd
went out wif GFs
shud b happy rite?
IT IS NOT!
but i would say the outing wif them is ok though)

i was happily walking to the LRT when,
as i had started the post, fell
it's ok, u noe?
falling down is ok
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
but fall lyk dog-eat-shit/狗吃屎 style in the middle of a road is NOT smth dats ok.

YES!
i meant it LITERALLY
i was basically KISSING the road lah!
n my butt facing the sky
pao seh/embarassed CANNOT describe how i felt!
i actually stunned tio n sat on the road
den 1 auntie..
ermm
1 LADY came n asked me to quickly get off the road den pass me tissues
AWWW
so nice rite?
n she actually apologized to me cuz her medicine to stop the bleeding is in another bag
(:
i kept thanking her

intially, the wound is actually bloodless
den suddenly,
the blood came GASHING out lyk water
-_________________________________-

it wouldnt stop!
so i juz kept applying pressure on it
i think shudnt hav done dat
cuz more blood came POURING out
-_____________________________________-

anyway
i took a picture of it
:D
but i shall not post it up
cuz it REAL disgusting

u noe when the blood stopped
a superficial wound is juz left wif the RED flesh
haha
so i think if i put it up
u all would most probably dont come anymore
haha

shall update other things when im in the mood
(:

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. if u REALLY wanna c the wound, i can send u the pic. (:

KYAA!

2008-09-15T17:42:00.000+08:00

u noe wat
today
I almost died from anxiety
not literally, of course
Im a healthy teenager! (:
haha

I had a really BUSY morning from the moment i woke up
1st, i saw my phone wif nene's n lifen's msg bout how i did for my exams
den i realized
OMG, man!
today's the day i get the results right?
ok nvm
i went back to cont to slp a little

den after a while, i received a call from the NParks ppl
guess wat?
I hav to go earlier cuz the others r finishing to fast!
WTH?
so i had to immediately JUMP OUT of bed to get ready for the interview
until now, it's still actually quite ok
[Im quite a relaxed person, huh? (: ]
den guess wat?
my mum started to scream at me again

for wat reasons?
i swear i hav no idea
she starts whenever she feels lyk it
or when she didnt catch my brother's attention

Am i a punching-bag?
SERIOUSLY
im really pissed off wif her nowadays
but i kept quiet everytime she does dat
y?
cuz i wan her to shut up when she sees me not retaliating.
she nvr did,of course.
~~instead, i juz shut off my ears.~~

SRY IVORY!
dat time when u asked whether im ok or not
Im not, actually
but u already had ur problems
so i dun wanna burden mine on u.
(:
it's not cuz i dun trust u
but i dun wan u to feel more stress
;D

at dis point, the situation is still quite ok
so i quickly grabbed a bread n rushed down
i practically BRISKWALKED down to the interchange
damn tiring
i wonder how the olympicians does dat ..?

juz when i thought my luck CANNOT get any worse
THE BUS LEFT RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!
it's too late to chase after the bus cuz i was still crossing the road
N i watched as it LEFT
MY GOD, MAN!
I feel lyk crying sia
cuz i noe im DEFINITELY late
dun say to reach there early lah
i noe im not gonna even reach there on time
furthermore
i hadnt changed into the 'suit' for the interview
dis

i guess dis is 'smart casual'?
YES, i noe i look KUKU
the dress is actually the Band-U skirt
haha
but i dun hav ANY skirt lah!
and they specifically said 'NO JEANS'
LOL
does it looks lyk i hav a choice?

anyway
I waited VERY VERY long for the bus
figdet alot
haha
the person bside me STARED [O-O] at me
so PAI SEH

Finally the bus came
Thankfully I got the PsP for distractions
if not i sure cannot sit quietly inside the bus
haha

when i reached there
once again, BRISKWALKED to the place
DAMN far, can?
it's in the depth of the Garden
KAO!

anyway
the interview is SUCKY!
cuz i was sitting right infront of 6 person
walao
i fidget a lot
haha
den i was sweating lyk NOBODY'S BUSINESS
AHHHHHHHHHH~
den a person came to pass me tissue
walao
PAI SEH FOR THE 2ND TIME
-_______________-
they kept asking questions
den i ans lor
GOOD QUESTION, STUPID ANSWERS
LOL
sad arh
but it's O-V-E-R!
no use brooding bout it

den i rushed home
open lappy n check results
ONE WORD-

SATISFIED! (:

expected to hav at least 2 D's (Chem&PAM)
but none!
WOOT!
(:

here's the results:

1) CHEMISTRY-C
2) CREATIVITY AND APPLIED THINKING SKILLS-C+
3) DIGITAL GRAPHIC APPLICATIONS-B
4) IT APPLICATIONS-B+
5) LANDSCAPING WORKSKILLS I-B
6) PLANT ANATOMY & MORPHOLOGY-B
7) SPORTS AND WELLNESS-PX
[It means pass, btw. Cuz i attended every lessons (:]
8) TAXONOMY & PLANT IDENTIFICATION-A

CURRENT SEMESTER GRADE POINT AVERAGE : 3.0222

guess what?
I AM PROUD OF MY RESULTS! (:
so im gonna show to the world~!
anyway
im aiming for GPA 3.8 for the whole yr
Y?
to beat a certain someone, of course!
HEH :D

VERY HONESTLY
he doesnt look lyk a person to get GPA 3.7 for his 1st yr
not i look down on him lah!
but really lor
haha
looks r deceiving, i guess
LOL
(:

TAN WEI SHENG!
RMB WAT U SAY SIA!
MAC IF I GET 3.8!
i order a lot(expensiveee!) den i ask ivory they come hlp me eat.
HEH HEH!
dat way u'r still treating me mah
HOHO

but there's no such thing as 'free lunch' lah
i hav to treat him Swensens if he get 3.5+ for his recent exams
but the swensens is coupon type 1
so i dun nd spend money!
*Evil grin*

ok ok
dis post is lyk..
WORDS WORDS WORDS
haha
too bad!
LOL

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. Unlucky day. But it turned out FINE :D

Oops!

2008-09-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

u know wat?
i realized dat there's so much thing i promised to update but i didnt
haha
lyk the tennis which is lyk..
AGES AGO
haha
the cam-whoring photos wif Ivory&Charis i also haven finished posting
SO SRY!
but im juz too DARN LAZY lah
haha
so sry bout it eh?
eitherway i changed the songs back
too bad if u didnt hear it
GD if u fell in LOVE wif it
(:

anyway
im thinking of changing my blogskin..
but i cant think of a theme..
hmmmm

well
there's nth much for me to say already
HOHO~
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
(edited)

U noe
i was talking to 1 of my friend a while ago
i just knew he quitted schooling in NP
honestly, i was very much shocked
N while i was still trying to digest wat he juz said
he told me he would start schooling next yr in NYP
isnt it weird?
to quit schooling only to start schooling again?
but nvm
i thought mayb he wanted a specific course in NYP
so i asked wat course he wanted to join
but he said he said wat course he wanted in NYP
i got my 2nd shock
NP also has dat same course!
so i asked
'Y didnt u choose dat course in NP in the 1st place?'
He said "Cuz I was confused. After i choose den i regret."
by dis time
i have to admit, i was quite disappointed in him.
from my impression of him
he was always very clear-minded n knows wat he wans in life
but dis time..

I dunno how to express the disappointment i felt
it was rather strong, truefully.
but after thinking
i realized dat no matter wat he does
it is HIS life dat he is walking
i dun hav any rights to interfere?
furthermore
wats done cannot b done
since he's already arrived at dis stage already
I guess regretting would only induce his confusions
so as a friend
the best i can do for him is my moral suppport
hopefully next time he encountered such problems i would be able to be there
well
(:

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. DAMN SCHOLARSHIP!
P.P.S Destiny really likes to play around, dont u think?

忘了

2008-09-10T18:52:00.007+08:00

SRCOLL DOWN AND MANUALLY PLAY THE SONG FIRST!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

把你忘记该不该
也许重新找个人来爱
曾经坚持永远的期待
不再已丢掉的时间谁会管
也许活着是一种悲哀
有些事情就是看不开
世上是否真的有好聚好散
只是找个藉口面对未来

是否忘了爱过忘了孤单
再忘了想再忘了忘
一直活在现在
才能避免自己再度受伤害
忘了自由忘了依赖
再忘了想再忘了忘
心专注你之外
才能阻止你在我心中放遗憾

是谁将爱分开
一半是我一半由你安排
心在中间祈盼
只能空等待等你靠过来
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

i have no idea why
i guess im dedicating dis song to IVORY(:

but i personally REALLY lyk dis song
it's a VERYYYYYYY old song
but...
the chorus is...
:D

Listen well ok?

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. I hope everything goes well for YOU,girl! <3

lalala~

2008-09-09T21:15:00.005+08:00

GAHAHAHAHA~
HELLO AGAIN!
haven blogged for quite some time already
ermm
still nth to blog bout though
haha

oh yes
ytd went to the briefing for the scholarship

one word
KNS
i walked ALLLLLL the way into the depth of Botanic Garden
and guess wat?
the person only talked for half an hr den we'r released

WTFFFFFFFFF

next wk is the actual interview
hav to wear SMART CASUAL
and u noe wat?
NO JEANS

WTFFFFFFFFFFFF again sia!
so im thinking of wearing my Band-U there
haha
SMART CASUAL mah
-____________________________________-

do u think i shud do dat?
hmmm

oh well
still quite some time b4 the actual thingy
i guess i'll take my time to choose...
-_____________-

seriously
y is JEANS not accepted?
walao
KUKU sia

oh yes
the songs rite
I SO LOVE THEM
but my love is still... 蕭敬騰!
HOHO

ok ok
i think im gonna start crapping already
HEH
shall stop

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. 蕭敬騰! <3 | 三天两夜 is the best he sang! (:

Blah

2008-09-07T22:41:00.003+08:00

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy

[Chorus:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

[Chorus]

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming...

[Chorus x2]

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
---------------------------------------------------------------------

im tired
no wish to do anything
F!
Im not emo!
-______________________________________-

DAMN DAMN DAMN!!
i dun think anything can make my day better..
):

plz dun bother me ok?
i wan Peace

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. TOTAL TIREDNESS

ROAR!

2008-09-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

IM BEING LAZY!
(:

so many things im supposed to do
but yup!
im a ZHU
LOL
so b more patience?

had a LONGGGGG talk wif ivory a few hrs ago
i hope she's feeling better
IVORY!
JIA YOU! (:

ok
shall end
haha~

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. I shudnt had accepted the scholarship. DAMN!

Outingsssss!

2008-09-04T11:59:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
hoho
finally im going out of the hse
n yes
i said dat i'll update ytd
but im too tired
somemore my sis wanna do her project
so
being such a GD SISTER
i let her hav the lappy
haha~

ok
shall start wif the sentosa thingy
didnt take much pictures cuz
I TOTALLY FORGOT!
yes
i noe im being very kuku,
even though i always call other ppl kuku..

but seriously..
when u hav fun,
u tend to forget a lot of things

haha~
went there after meeting up wif renee
GOSH!
i slept in the train u noe?
YES
I SLEPT!
damn nice lah, the weather
haha
anyway
went there wanted to do a SANDCASTLE
actually we did start on it
but we stopped after building a big HUMP
[cant really describe it :D ]
bcuz sharon doesnt wan to giv up the volleyball court
n they'r too tired to cont
so,
being such a GD FRIEND
we took over
haha
yes
we'r being SELFISH
but hey?
who isnt?
(:
so we started playing volleyball
OMG
my fingers is lyk..
PAIN!
cuz u'r supposed to hit the ball using the place above the wrist
but i kept hitting using my FINGERS!
YAH!
so pain
lol
but luckily i only a little bruise on my finger
haha

LUCKY FOR ME!
hoho~
anyway
had much fun playing volleyball
havent felt so 'SPORTY' for a long time already
(:

oh yes
at dis point
i wan to say something to him.

UNCLE LESTER!
u very energetic hor?
play volleyball from 9AM TO 5PM
i played for lyk 2 hrs den sweat lyk HELL already
u lyk nth even though u played for lyk 8HRS
dats equivalent to my sleeping time..
-______________________-

Haiz
guys guys guys
so much energy..
LOL
anyway
when i finally rmbed to take pictures
it's lyk we'r going home already
haha
so the pictures below is mostly when we'r going home lah
Dis is taken on the tram.
Jeb-the sleeping KING! [He can slp at any place, anywhere, anytime] (:
Victor! (:
Jeb and Azmi. They'r uz feeling SHY :D
Dats Weiman n Danial.
Tram again.
While waiting for the bus...
Plants, plants, plants. Cant get away from it huh? (:
KUKU renee! (:
Bus
---------------------------------------------------------
ok
so
after the Sentosa thingy
met up with Ivory&Charis for dinner
MISS THEM SIA!
so long nvr meet up with them already
we went to eat Ajisen
THANKS TO CHARIS FOR THE TREAT!
got money already rite?
haha

New DISH!

Cam-whored in the toliet!
there'still more of it
but im LAZY!
HEH!
so shall upload them next time
anyway
these photos r from 2 days ago
(:

AND ytd
guess where i went?
:D

TENNIS!

haha
so rite now
my arm r hurting lyk SHIT!!
so i dun really wanna upload pictures..
shall do them in the next post
HO~

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. I wanna go TENNIS again! (:
P.P.S. Thanks to Ivory for the Aly&AJ-'shine', it's a nice song (:
P.P.P.S. I dun wan them no more.

2008-09-02T22:22:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
i too tired to blog today.
shall do blogging tmr.
anyway
today's schedule is-

SENTOSA
DATE WIF MISAKO&KISA

took some pictures
look forward eh?
(:

ciaos
xuan-

P.S. WOOT!

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